The Not So Virgin [BXB]

chapter nine: mistakes

C H A P T E R N I N E

"BREAKFAST IS READY!" Someone yells from the kitchen. The smell of bacon fills my room as I try to get up from my bed. I look down over and see Kameron still laying beside me with our hands still together.

"Shit" I mumble under my breath. "Kameron wake up." I say tapping him and he groans. When he opened his eyes and saw me they went wide.

"Shit, not again." He jumps up from the bed before relaxing once he sees he's fully clothed. "What happened last night we- we didn't have sex did we?" He looks crazed.

"No we didn't, you came over to apologize and then you cried and fell asleep in my bed that's all." I say.

"Cried? Fuck what did I do?" He say to himself as he walks back and forth across the room.

"JACOB BREAKFAST IS READY!" My sister yells coming up with stairs.

"Shit you have to go Kameron." He runs towards the door mumbling so that I couldn't hear him.

"This was a mistake, why did I come over here." He says before climbing down the railing and jumping to the ground.

I sigh and leave my room to go to the kitchen where my dads, sister and brother are sitting eating breakfast. They look at me as I enter and grab a plate and sit down.

"Were you upstairs talking to someone?" Joey asks me while he smirks.

"I- I was talking to myself" I start stuffing my face with eggs to avoid the conversation.

Joey mumbles something and continues to eat his food. Once everyone was done we all hop in the family car and decide to take a trip to the mall to do some shopping.

We pull into the parking lot of the biggest mall I've ever seen in my life. I walk towards the entrance amazed at how many stores were on the sign outside and get excited to visit every single one.

"Dad, can you but me some new crop tops? My old ones are getting to loose for me to wear to school and I need ones that fit better." Sophia says without even looking up from her phone.

"Whatever you need honey, Here why don't you both take $500 and meet me and Damon back here in two hours." Dad hands us both money before grabbing Damon by the hand and pulls him into some candle store.

I walk around the mall for an hour looking for something to buy mostly deciding to get clothes and some new vans. I head to the food court to get me some ice cream when I hear a familiar voice behind me.

"Hey Jacob!" I turn to see Charlie, Grace and Greg walking my way.

Greg. Oh no not Greg. I pretend I don't see them and continue to walk into the bathroom at the end of the food court and enter a stall to hide in for the next hour or until Greg was gone.

"Jacob, I know you're in here. Grace and Charlie are at the food court buying chick-fil-a you can come out I promise I don't bite." Greg says walking into the bathroom.

I open the stall door to see him smirking at me. "Hi." I look down at my feet. Greg walks closer to me and puts his hand on my chin lifting my face to look him in the eyes.

"Why are you acting so shy now, you weren't last night when you were begging for me to fuck you on the other side of my phone screen." Greg lets out a laugh.

"I-I just feel weird seeing you in person and not texting you that's all." I say while trying not to look him in the eyes.

"It's fine babe, but hey we are here in a bathroom, there's stall right there and we have plenty of time if you want to go in there and have a little fun outside of texting." He pulls me towards the last bathroom stall. He pulls me in with him and locks the stall door behind us.

"I- I have never done anything like this before Greg, I don't know if i'll be any good." I tell him trying to get my words out.

"It's fine babe, I'll lead the way." He kisses me softly.

I let out a moan as I start to kiss him back harder as this burst of energy rushes over me. Greg pulls his shirt over his head and then pulls mine off as he started to kiss down my neck.

Before I realize what he's doing and stop him from seeing them it was too late. He puts his finger on the hickey on chest and looks at me with a confused look on his face.

"If you haven't done anything before, why do you have this on your chest?" He asks while he pinched the hickey.

"It's not what you think, I-I was at this party two weekends ago and I woke up with these on my neck. I don't think anything else happened because I was fully clothed from the waist down." I lie.

"You could have told me babe, you're still a virgin so it's no big deal." He says as he started to continue kissing down my chest until he reached my pants.

Before he can unbuckle them I pull him up and returned the favor by kissing down his neck and sucking on his chest while he plays with my hair and rubs himself through his jeans.

"Please help Greg Jr." He points to his problem in his pants.

I don't know where this is going to go but I know one thing for sure.

I am making a lot of big mistakes.