The Not So Virgin [BXB]

chapter eight: sexting

        C H A P T E R   E I G H T

GREG AND I have been texting for the last week and it has been something that I was not expecting. When I look at him he looks like he's really straight and totally not into me. But after everything he has texted me over the last few days I couldn't even think he was straight.

In my entire 18 years of life, I had never sexted anyone ever of said any of the naughty things I had texted over the last few days. Greg had started messaging me one day after I had given him my number after school after he kept asking all day. That night we texted for hours before I fell asleep and it felt nice to have someone to talk to. After the first day he started asking me questions like have I ever done something with a guy or girl and was I experienced. Of course I lied to him because I didn't want him to know about the stuff with Kameron. But he was totally fine with me being a virgin because he found it hot to take someone's virginity and i just rolled with it.

Once he told me that we started to sext every night after that up until now. Tonight was the night we were going to facetime and dirty talk while he handles his business. I admit I'm kinda nervous waiting for him to call. What if I say the wrong thing or do something wrong I'm so inexperienced in this situation.

At 10 I got the facetime call from him and we "talk" for almost an hour before we finish our business and now I was laying in bed having a normal conversation you can say.

"So, have you ever thought about meeting in person and trying what we talk about on the phone?" He asks me while he smirks through the screen.

"I don't know, i'm really nervous about this kind of stuff." I don't meet his eyes.

"I promise, I won't be rough or anything. I'd make sure you are having the best time like I do with girls." He says in a soothing voice.

I smile and giggle at the faces he makes as I pull the cover over my head and whisper, "Maybe one day we can, when Grace isn't around and we won't get caught." He smirks and licks his lips.

"I'm going to sleep now Jacob, I had a nice time tonight and hope we can do it again when you're up for it." He blows me a kiss and hangs up.

I sigh and roll over to close my eyes when I hear something at my window. I look up and see Kameron standing at the door to my balcony. He motions for me to let him in so I get  up from the bed confused and open the door.

"Hey, can we talk?" He asks as he walks in my room. I nod and wait for him to speak. "I've been thinking about the way i've been treating you since the day that all that stuff happened and i'm really sorry." He says and it sounds really sincere.

"But why be so mean to me." I say as I wait for an answer from him but he just looks at me like he's about to cry.

"I-I have to keep up this bully persona so I'm really popular in school and get known. I'm so so-sorry that I ever said those things to you." He says as tears fall down his face.

"It's okay, I forgive you." I grab him and pull him into a hug as he cries on my shoulder.

I pull him down onto my bed and lay with him as he cries in my shoulder until he falls asleep. Before he's fully asleep he grabs my hand and holds it as he falls asleep.

I lay in bed with him but I can't manage to fall asleep everything is running through my brain.

What will I do with all of this drama. Do I tell Kameron that I like Greg? Do I tell Greg that I had sex with Kameron?

All I know is that my life has become one big mess.