The Not So Virgin [BXB]

chapter twenty-two: moving on

C H A P T E R   T W E N T Y - T W O

My mother passed away a year ago, the officers told us that they had found her body under the bridge near our house. We never saw her body because the doctors felt like it would be bad for us. They verified that it was her according to the birthmark on her left arm. She had been missing since Christmas morning when she left Sophie and me to open presents. That was the last time I saw her.

Now she was standing over top of me with a look of worry on her face. I had so many questions, so many things that I wanted to be answered.

"Jacob honey are you okay?" She moves my hair out of my face and I push her away.

"No. Don't call me honey. Where have you been mom? Why did you leave us?." I didn't notice that tears were starting to form in my eyes until it was too late and I was bawling my eyes out.

"I know you have so many questions and I don't know if I have all the answers." She sits down in the chair beside my bed and sighs. "I was not feeling like myself when it happened, I wanted to hurt myself and I knew that was a sin and I couldn't do it so I ran away. I didn't want to leave you and your sister but Sophie was becoming too much to handle and yo-you." She didn't finish her sentence.

"What?" I ask waiting for an answer.

"You were watching all that gay stuff I just know you were and that's a sin no man should be with another man." She says trying to grab my hand but I pull away.

"Stop." I'm getting angry and I don't want to scream at the woman who raised me for most of my life.

"No Jacob, I'm here to take you back with me. I'm better, and I don't want you around your dad any longer before he turns you."

When the words left her mouth this anger I had never felt before left my body.

"What the fuck do you mean by that? Dad has done nothing but is there for me through some much these last few months. Did you know that I had a bunch of panic attacks and that I got diagnosed with bipolar depression? Did you know that I met friends who actually care about me for the first time in my life? Did you know that I fucking lost my virginity to a guy and that I had a boyfriend for two months who I had sex with multiple times?" I am yelling at the top of my lungs by the time I get all my words out.

"Jacob." My mom didn't look happy with anything I said I get that when she slaps me. I stand up from my bed and almost push her back into the chair.

"Don't you ever fucking touch me again and don't ever come here again. You need to leave and stay away from all of us. You're a fucking cancer woman." She gasp when the words leave my mouth.

"Don't talk to your mother like that," I smirk and laugh.

"You aren't my mother, you're just a woman who gave birth to me and made my life horrible for 16 years. You condemned me to your beliefs and didn't even give me the chance to live my own life. I'm done with you," I open the door to my room and motioned for her to leave. "Oh and yeah I'm a faggot, Sharon." The tears fall from her eyes and she runs out of my room.

I can hear her screaming at my dad from the living room and he yells back at her. I close my door and fall  back on my bed. It felt like something had been lifted off me. I feel the happiest I have been in a long time. I grab my phone and pull up my messages with Kameron.

Come Over. I text and smile.

Author's Note

Sorry about the short chapter but that's not the end of it, i will be uploading this chapter with all the naughty details included on my page! Go check it out if you want to!

I hope you guys are having an amazing summer and i'm so happy to be back!

and also guys :( the ending of this story is coming close with only one chapter left.

how will Jacob and Kamerons story end?

-V ♡