He was there, right behind that door to his bedroom, the bedroom where the person who makes his heart beats unconsciously fast and hot. He can already feel his gaze at the door darkens, imagining such lewd scenes of her changing in his room. Yes, he is ashamed that he has such a disgustingly perverted mind, however he has never once felt like that before.
Tsukasa questions his consciousness once again. 'Why? Why did I do that?' Remembering the moment he fell on top of her made his desire grow for he more than now. He wonders why he didn't feel that why while he was alone in the car with her, alone with Kobayashi and her, the person who makes his heart scream loudly for pleasure and desire.
Can it be love?
Yes, it can and he's throwing many questions into his brain. Why? Why? Why? Was it because that he refused to look at her in the eye while they were in the car? Or was it Kobayashi? Well, it's not like he has feelings for his middle school friend of course. But, the way his heart pumps so loudly that makes his eardrums hurt.
He regrets it. Not allowing his friend to input his number into Rei's phone. Is it too late to ask her for her number? After what he did? No, he couldn't. But then, when did he start feeling like that?
The moment he saw her under the moonlight in his kitchen.
It was no use anymore. It could be a passing desire or extreme admiration, but right now, he wants to hold her and do unimaginative things to the person beyond that door.
He couldn't take it anymore. His heart cries for her touch. His hand clasps to fists. Touching her soft, lean wrist made his heart beat more. Mustering up all his confidence, he pushed the door open without knocking.
There, the scene yet again, but now, so much more desirable. Clad in one of his shirts that he made sure to let her wear of the highest of quality, she stands looking out the glass window as the pale moon hovers above her head. The soft gentle rays of the moon emits a majestic sparkle around her. Small droplets from her long, black, onyx hair drops to the shirt, some falling down onto the ground, making him gulp. Her still wet fringe sticks to the side of her face. Seeing her without her big, round glasses takes his breathe away. Yes, he saw it before but now, the way how her eyes sparkles under the moonlight made them more beautiful than before. If you attach wings behind her back and a halo above her head, Tsukasa is sure that he would have believed that she was an angel.
"Rei-san?" He put in a lot of effort in order to not stutter everyone he speaks, however, right now his voice came out by itself, lower, huskies than ever before.
Rei quickly turns around and shows a surprised face on her face. Holding a clutched hand on her chest, she strides up to him.
'1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6....'
Tsukasa counts numbers at the top of his head in order to keep his sanity.
"Tsukasa-senpai! I didn't notice you there!" The way how she raised her voice to an octave made him count the numbers faster. Standing there about two feet in front of him, she twitches nervously in her spot. "I guess that I should get going." Rei takes a step to the side. "Bye, senpai." Walking to the door, she bids Tsukasa farewell with a glanced back face.
'29, 30, 31, 32, 33--'
"REI!" Strong arms flung around Rei's shoulders and pulled her back. Hitting a hard chest, the arms around her tightens, clearing not wanting her to leave. Black eyes widens when she processed what just happened. Touching Tsukasa's arms with her hands, she couldn't believe the old, meek Tsukasa pulled her, a nobody in Totsuki into his chest.
"Tsu--Tsukasa?" Rei speaks with a shocked voice. Just as much as she wanted to run away and calm her heart from the man who makes it race ever so face, he just have to go and stop her.
"Ple--please don't leave me..." Tsukasa rests the side of his head on top of her wet hair.
Rei starts to feel her eyes moisten more than it should have. She was frustrated, so very frustrated. She couldn't believe herself. Getting so engrossed in thoughts about her first tutor, Nakiri Aizami, just like that as she starts out of the window? And to be caught by Tsukasa who immediately raced her heart in the next millisecond?
Droplets of water drips down her face. Not because of her wet fringe, but her tears running down her face. Rei squeezes Tsukasa's arms tighter. Why was she feeling like this? Almost half of her life she was practically emotionless and now, bundles of emotions swirls inside her. But she knew one for sure, frustration and may be the cause of her tears. If anyone she knew saw her like that, she will forever be embarrassed.
"Ts--tsukasa, why did you st--stop me?" Soft sobs escapes her lips. Rei look down at the floor with many questions in her head. 'I should have left earlier. I should have not delivered the cupcakes. I should have waited.' With all the should haves in her head, Rei begin to sob loudly as she falls down to the floor. The arms around her loosens once Tsukasa realised what he made her do.
'Maybe it was a mistake to enter Totsuki?'
"Ah! Ha! Ha!" Rei holds her face with her hands. "W--why?!" She begins to yell. "Why are you making me feel like this?" Her broken voice made Tsukasa's heart begin to break apart. "I--I never wanted to feel like this before!" Sitting down with her legs forming an 'M', she continues to yell at him. "I--I just! I just wanted a normal school life!"
Tsukasa couldn't believe what she said. Whatever she yelled in fact pained his heart greatly. As much as he wants to tear away and go back in time, he couldn't.
"I should just transfer out of here!"
"Rei," Tsukasa's voice was warm but yet detached. Walking in front of the ravenette, he kneels.
"This is my worst decision yet!"
The pain she felt was unbearable. Never having felt such rushed emotions in her life, she continues to yell out and blame everything on Tsukasa.
"I hate everything that happened today! I hate you, Tsukasa!"
That was it. The last straw. And then he did something he never once thought he would do. Something that no one would believed that the silver head will ever do.
"REI!" He yells her name and forcefully makes Rei look at him in the eyes with the help of his hands. Ignoring how red and puffy they were, he smashes his lips onto hers.
Her eyes widens and his own stares into hers, making her completely fall for his spell. It was aggressive, needy, passionate. Although they both had never kissed before, their tongues intertwines.
"MHPH!" Rei wraps her arms around Tsukasa's back and clutches a handful of his white chef's uniform. Heat rushes into their bodies. The more they try and deepen their kiss, or continue it in fact, sent bolts of electricity through their bodies.
"Hmmmph!" Rei continues to moan to Tsukasa's ears. It pleased him more, enticed him more. "Mmph!" Suddenly realising the lack of oxygen in her lungs, Rei tries to pray off Tsukasa's body. Twisting and turning under his strong hold, he finally let's go.
A thick string of saliva connects their tongues together. With gasping breathes, they stare into each others captivating eyes.
"Tsu--tsuk--tsukasa,"
"Re--rei,"
They stare into each other. No one dares to look away until....
"Ah!" Tsukasa quickly scoops Rei up bridal style and carries her to the big king size bed, perfect for the two. "Hey!" Yelling in protest, Rei wraps her arms around Tsukasa's neck. "Y--you can't be s--serious!" With a deep blush already on her face, it deepens.
Dropping Rei gently on the soft bed, Tsukasa climbs on top of her. With his forearms at ether sides of her head, his lower left leg presses at the middle of her legs and the other outside her right. Trapping her within his grasp, Tsukasa went in for another aggressive kiss.
"MHPH!" In shock, Rei's body quickly relaxes. Like her heart was taking over her body, she pulls Tsukasa down onto her. Pressing his head into hers, they went in for another fierce French kiss.
Melting into each others arms, they spend a hot, pleasurable night together.
'This is, by far my favourite decision yet.'
I cringe everytime I look at this chapter.
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The God's Chef ~Intoxicating Desire~ BETA
FanfictionA hot, rushed love story with the first member of the elite ten: Tsukasa Eishi. Started: 23 July Published: 3rd November Full summery in book.
