heartbreaker

chapter 12

i go to school hoping to see justin.
oh and sam.. but i really wanna know more about justin. like uhm why do you not have a good relationship with sam? or why does he care so much about me? stuff like that.

i walk into science and i see sam talking to a girl named lily.
wait... lily?? isn't this his ex?? just walk to the table..

"okay. sorry, bye lily." sam says while walking back slowly.

"don't mind her.. that was my ex. i just broke up with her." he says.

broke up? oh that was close.

"im sorry sam.." i say while patting his back. "i know it is hard now but it won't be for after.

"it's totally okay. im kinda talking to this girl lately and she's always there for me.." he says while smiling.

in my head i was thinking it was me..
maybe it is.?

"oh.. really?" i smirk.

"yeah" he blushes.

awh oh my gosh. how cute.

i see justin, he looks really upset.
i decide to walk over to see what's wrong.

"hey Justin! are you okay?" i ask while sitting down.

"yeah, im fine!" he says with a huge smile.

"are you sure? you seemed pretty upset!" i ask

"oh yeah, sam is just being a jerk. like usual." he says while rolling his eyes at sam.

i look over at sam and he's on his phone texting, and smiling at the messages. my heart sinks.. what if the "girl" isn't me. i try not to think about it too much and then look back at Justin.
i look into his big beautiful brown eyes and then the bell rings which took me by surprise.

"i gotta go. I'll talk to you later!" i say while smiling.

"okay thanks jess" he says while smiling back.

omg jess? that made me die inside.

"hey jessica, do you wanna come over tonight and work on the project?" sam asks.

"sure! can I come over around five thirty ish??" i ask

"yeah, that's perfect!" he says

he has a huge smile and his eyes and his style. it just makes me melt. i really like sam. i just hope he feels the same way also.

"okay!" i reply.

i get a text message from my brother. it says

sethhh(: ~ after school don't come home.

don't come home..? what is he talking about?

me: uhh. why?

a few minutes pass

sethhh(: ~ well.. dad's gonna be there. so i mean if you want to, you can. but im sure you won't wanna..

my.. i don't even know what to call him. why is he there?? some part of me wants to walk in there tell him off and ask why is he there. but some part of me will walk in and ball my eyes out and i would probably pass out by crying so much..

me: yeah.. it looks like ill be skipping coming home from school."
i send. im not gonna waste my tears on him, we've been through way too much crap to let him get to us. and that's final.