heartbreaker

chapter 20

i try to find justin at lunch, but I can't seem to find him anywhere.

i invited skylar to eat lunch with all of us.

"jess!" carrie says

she gives me a giant hug. all the sudden i felt my phone ring and i look at it. it's justin.

justin: hey gorgeous, i am not at school today): but i hope your day is great(: and im here if you need anything.😘

my heart just melted.

me: thank you.(: im still waiting for that date😉

i send it, i like justin so much. i just wanna grab his cute little squishy face, look in his big beautiful brown eyes and kiss him.

justin: oh don't worry..

it will come when you least expect it(:

ill text you later beautiful.💋

oh no. when i least expect it? what if its tonight and i look like crap or what if i wear the wrong thing? or say the wrong things? or do the wrong things?

oh no. im overthinking this way too much. just take a deep breath jessica.

"jess? would you like to introduce us to your friend" hunter asks.

"oh yeah!! this is skylar! she is new here and she is absolutely beautiful and super sweet and really funny, i think you guys will like her" i say while smiling.

"hi im carrie!" she says and hugs her

skylar looks frightened usually girls don't just hug them when you don't know them.

"hello, im hunter" he says with a smile and shakes her hand.

"hey! just to let you guys know, don't treat me like the "new girl" treat me like we've known each other for a long time!" she says

"wow, i like this one." hunter says

the bell rings for the next class.

and that's when i have science. i haven't sam ever since that day. and honestly, i don't want to. but we are partners. maybe ill ask for a knew partner.

i walk in, feeling as confident as ever. but i see him. and my heart breaks in half. seeing him laugh makes me so angry.

i go up to the teacher mr. reynolds.

"do you think i can switch partners?" i ask nervously

"to who?" he ask

i look around the room and see everyone with a partner but i look at the empty seat where justin sits.

"can i be with justin??" i ask

"sure! just go sit down where he normally sits" he say while smiling.

"okay, thank you so much!" i say while walking there with confidence.

i turn around to see sam's face drop. im pretty sure he wanted to talk to me about everything that happened. but whatever he had to say, i don't wanna here it.

the class goes on and he talks about science things that i have no idea what he's talking about. when i drift off all i think about is justin. i can't stop smiling. he makes me feel happy, he makes me giggle, he makes me laugh. he is just perfect.

all the sudden the bell rings. as i pack up my stuff i feel a tap on my shoulder.

"hey, can we talk?" sam asks.

is he being serious right now?

"talk?" i laugh. "no. im gonna do all the talking. look it's not ok. everything isn't just gonna go back to normal. what you did to me was cruel, just cruel. and you saw me on the ground. basically gasping for air from crying so much. and then you walk in and think a tap on the shoulder and a "hey can we talk??" is gonna help? well sam. think again, because it's not. don't go near me, and don't ever talk to me again. thanks." i say while walking away with pride.