the bell rings for lunch. i decide not to tell my friends about the whole thing. because it's a very hard topic for me and lately it seems like tracy hasn't been as happy and i don't wanna bring my problems up if she's already going through enough.
okay it's time to put on my fake smile.
"hey guys!" i say while running and hugging them.
i can already feel the depression run through my whole body. im not happy, and i haven't been in forever. depression takes over me and I have my dad to thank for that.
"hey!" carrie and hunter say.
tracy isn't here?
"guys were is tracy?" i ask worriedly.
"i don't know! i haven't seen her since lunch!" carrie says
"that's weird!" i say
i wonder were she could be.
"so guess what!!" carrie says.
i get really nervous.
"what?" i say
"justin was looking for you!" she says.
he was?
"he was??" i question.
"yeah! you should go look for him!" carrie shouts
i look at hunter.
"hunter if you don't want me to, i understand" i say
"no! don't let me stop you! all i care about if you being happy!" he says
"thank you so much you guys" i hug then then run away.
ask i am walking i am thinking about why is he looking for me or is he okay or does he need to ask about sam or does he wanna tell me what happened to his dad? I could come up with a million reasons. as i turn the corner i see this couple making out. the girl is leaned against the wall and the boy picking her up. i try to ignore it but they look really familiar.
"you're so cute tracy." the boy says
"but you're the cuter one sam." she says while kissing him again.
sam..? and.. tracy..? no. this can't be true. no. no. NO!
"someone's watching us.." sam says
tracy turns around and noticed it's me.
"jessica?!?" she screams
i couldn't hold it in. i balled my eyes out and ran.
"jessica wait!! i can explain everything!" tracy says while running after me
as i run i couldn't see clearly my eyes filled with tears. I can actually feel my heart tear apart. it is in a million pieces. i can't believe that. i. i can't do this.
"I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE." i scream to the world and fall down crying. I can feel my lungs tighten and it's hard to breath because im crying so much.
"jess are you okay?!?" i hear justin's voice.
"no.. sam.. and.." i couldn't breath.
"i need to take you to a nurse!" he picks me up and runs to the school.
"justin, i can't do this anymore." i say while crying into his arms.
"don't say that! i got you." he says while walking into the school.
i feel myself start to pass out. i haven't cried this much ever since my dad left. the tears come more and more and just never seem to stop.
"nurse, she has been crying so much and she's having a hard time breathing i don't know what to do!" he says nervously
"calm down justin, it's okay!" the nurse says. "but im gonna need you to leave. just go outside and wait." she points
YOU ARE READING
heartbreaker
Romancei stared into his big beautiful brown eyes, and knew in that exact moment. that i fell in love with justin drew bieber.
