heartbreaker

chapter 24

"so uhh.. tracy texted me last night." i say breaking the silence in the car.

"she did what??" they all say at the time.

"yup.. it was a long apology text. i didn't answer it of course i wanted to show you guys and see if i should say something back." i say while finding the message to let everyone read it.

i give the phone to everyone and they read it.

"you can't text her back!" skylar says.

"yeah, i agree with skylar!" carrie says

"same with me! she doesn't even deserve for you to talk to her jessica. show her you don't care about her!" hunter says.

"okay, thanks you guys!" i say

a couple of periods go by and it's time for science. i am ready to see justin, really bad.

when i walk in i see sam when he sees me he smiles. i just give him a dirty look and sit next to justin

"hey! what are you doing? don't you sit over there?" he says while looking over at sam.

"nope, i switched." i say while smiling.

"yay!!" justin picks me up and hugs me tight

we look into each other's eyes. three feet away and he puts me down and just sits. i thought he was gonna kiss me.. i don't know. maybe he's not ready..

"okay class let's get started!" my teacher says

well, this is awkward.

"get out your text book and turn to page 196." we both reach for the same book and we touch hands.

"oh im sorry.." i say

"it's okay, you take it" he says while looking away.

everything is so awkward between us now. well.. we were about three inches away from kissing each other.

"justin, i don't want things to get awkward between us.." i say nervously

"me either." he still doesn't look at me.

"justin.." he doesn't say anything.

we go through the whole period without talking. and when the bell rings and he bolts out of the room.

"hey jessica.." sam says

"leave me alone sam." i say while trying to get away

he pulls on my arm "jessica wait, i just wanna say something.." he says

i don't wanna hear it, but whatever i can't leave now.

"okay, fine. what sam? what's so important.?" i say with a rude tone.

"uhm, you seem happy with justin.
and i just want to let you know that im glad you're happy. you deserve that." he says

"mhm. when are people gonna stop lying to me?" i say while walking away confident.

i decide not to look for Justin, if he doesn't wanna talk then ill leave him alone. i go to lunch and find hunter by himself.

"hey hunter! where is everyone else?" i ask.

"i don't know.." he says

i can tell something is up with him.

"what's wrong?" i ask worriedly.

"nothing." he says

"bull crap. tell me what's wrong hunter!" i beg him.

"i don't know.. i just feel really, alone lately.. they leave without even inviting me or telling me. and you're usually with justin.." he says with his head down.