heartbreaker

chapter 14

justin's POV

i sit here in the room and just wonder what could be happening. i have never seen anyone cry that much. i just wanna hug her, forever. the line "justin, i can't do this anymore." kept playing in my head. what would have happened if i was never there? i hate sam. i hate him so much. how could he do that her? it's not right. none of this is ok.

"jessica?!?" i hear a voice say.

it's tracy.

"what are you doing here?" i stand up.

"im here to find jessica! do you know where she is?" she asks pretending that she cares

"don't you think you have done enough already?" i asks

"look, justin. i don't know why you think you can just come in here and be mean to me like this because ive known her for years and you've known her for like a week. so don't think you can just take control of her." she says with a snippy attitude

is she actually being serious right now??

"but the funny thing is.. you've known her for years and look what you did to her? you have been with sam the whole time you knew how much she liked him! so don't start with saying "you knowing her for just a week" because I would never go behind her back like you did. some "friend" you are." i scuff.

she is speechless. she knows that im right, and she knows that jess deserves better than this.

"im sorry.. i didn't mean for her to find out this way i.." i cut her off

does she think im stupid??

"no tracy you didn't want jess to find out at all. im not an idiot. you know what? when i was caring her to the nurse because she couldn't breath all she was saying is "i can't do this anymore" what does that mean.? and you better tell me the truth you've already lied enough." i say rude.

"she.. jessica.. well. she has server depression." she says while looking down

server depression??

"you're serious? and you doing that just made it one hundred times worse! what would of happened if i didn't come in time? she could have done something to herself. you know what tracy? just leave. it's not okay for you to be here right now. go." i say while pointing to te door.

"you're right.. just make sure you tell her im sorry.." she says with tears in her eyes.

"don't count on it." i say while sitting down.

the thoughts spin through my head. she could have been gone in a matter of seconds. i would have lost jessica and it would be way too much. i feel a tear drip down my face but i wipe it off and keep it inside. i can't cry i need to be strong, for jessica.

i go up to the front desk

"hi excuse me, how much longer will the nurse take?" i ask politely.

"i think she's gonna spend the night to calm down. but can you do me a favor for her?" the nurse asks.

"yes, anything!" i say right away.

"can you take this phone number and call it? it's her mom and tell her exactly what happened? i would but you know more about it then i do" she slides the number by me.

how am i gonna explain this? this is gonna be heartbreaking..

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