heartbreaker

chapter 30

today is the day justin goes back to california for a whole three weeks.

honestly im kinda glad he's leaving because he needs to focus on his music and not just me.

i keep thinking and then i hear a knock at the door.

it's justin standing by my door with his bags packed.

"i needed to see you before i left." he says while dropping the bags and kissing me.

he leads me to the wall and we start to makeout. i told him that i wanted things slow but right now i trust him and im gonna miss him i don't care. i just wanna be with him. after about five minutes he let's go.

"okay, i have to go. i don't wanna be late." he kisses me once more and then hugs me.

"you better call me every night. promise?" he says while he has his head on mine.

"promise." i let go and he walks out the door.

what am i gonna do for three weeks? im gonna be thinking about him non stop. hopefully ill find something to keep me busy.

there is another knock at the door. i open it.

"hey beautiful." it's carrie greeting me with a big hug.

"hey gorgeous" i hug her back.

"so.. i know that justin left today so i have a whole day planned together! we haven't hung out in forever so i don't care what you say, we are gonna hang out." she smiles at me.

"that sounds great carrie." i smile at her back.

"okay! let's go start off by having lunch. where do you wanna go?" she's asks me

"wanna go to panera?" i ask

"yeah! let's go" she grabs my arm and smiles

on the car ride there carrie turned up music and sang along. and surprisingly i sang along too because i don't have the time to grieve about justin leaving.

as i was singing and laughing with carrie i for a text.

my baby😊: hey beautiful girl!

just wanted to say that im thinking about you every second of the day and ill he home before you know it.

don't think about me too much, have fun and be happy💋😘

i can't stop smiling at that text. it made me feel better. i was ready to have a good three weeks. if only hunter was here..

"hey, there is that beautiful big smile i missed!" carrie says to me.

"haha yeah.. ive missed this smile too." i smile.

"why you so happy now??" she asks

"just.. justin." i smile so big and get butterflies in my tummy.

"you really truly like him, don't you jess?" she looks at me and smiles

"yeah, carrie.. i really do." i look down with a smile and laugh.

we finally arrive to panera we get in line, talk, laugh and everything and we finally sit down. it's about 10 minutes is and i can't help it anymore.

"carrie.." i say

"yeah?" she looks confused.

"um.. how's uhh... hunter.?" i say while looking down and eating.

"the truth?" she asks me.

"the truth.." i say

"well to be honest jess.. he's miserable. he feels really stupid about what he said and he never wanted you to find out.. and he just misses you. i remember a few nights ago he was in his room and i came over to hang out with him. but he left his door cracked and he was on the floor looking at pictures of you two and crying.. he misses you. im pretty sure he's hurt because of how much he misses you." she tells me

"carrie.. he's not the only one hurt in this situation either. i was shaking so much because i was crying so hard. i can't even think about him without getting sad.. he's my best friend. and to know that i was treating him like crap makes me feels horrible about myself.. i hate it. i wanna see him, hug him and let him know im here for him no matter what.." i say with one breath.

"well jess, i think you should tell him that." she looks at me.

"you're right.. but im really scared what if he slams the door in my face or doesn't wanna be my friend still.." i say sadly.

"oh trust me jess.. he wants that more then anything right now. he's told me." she says to me

"really?" i ask

"really.

want me to drive you to his house after?" she offers

"would you?" i ask nervously.

"of course!" she tells me "anything for you." she smiles.

"thanks" i smile back

we finish our lunch and go back to normal talk about girl stuff and everything. and as we get into the car i think about what im gonna say and i tell myself not to mention justin once.

we finally pull up..

"im nervous carrie." i turn to her

"don't be jess.. it's hunter. he loves you. he's your best friend." she tells me

"okay. im gonna do it. wish me luck." i say while unbuckling and closing the car door.

i walk up and knock.

the door opens.

"jessica..?" hunter asks

"hi hunter.." i say

{im so sorry i haven't been on in forever! i promise to write more. i hope you enjoy this chapter!😊 sorry that it's really short, it's because it continues into the next chapter!}