heartbreaker

chapter 29

jessica's POV

i can't believe that this happened today.

he's never gonna talk to me again. he literally hates me.. i just. i can't stay strong without him.

thinking about it makes me cry..

"we are almost home i promise." justin says while rubbing my hand and smiling at me.

i look at my phone and have texts from skylar and carrie.

carrie🙈: what happened with you and hunter.? he's balling his eyes out and i asked what's wrong and he just says "jess.." are you guys okay?

i reply

me: i don't know.

and i open the next message up.

skylar🐻: hey, are you okay?? hunter is crying but i just wanna make sure you're alright!

me: im not ok. but it's whatever.

i sent it then put my phone down because im too stressed to think about anything else.

"is everything ok?" justin asks

"yeah.. it's just carrie and skylar.

"what did they say?" he asks

"just telling me how hunter is crying." i said while rolling my eyes.

"just try not to think about it girl." he pulls up in the driveway and turns off the car. he goes out and runs to my door and opens it for me.

"thanks justin." i say while getting out

"no problem gorgeous." he replies

we walk inside and nobody is home so we take of our shoes and he sits me down on the couch.

"do you want need anything? something to eat or drink?" he asks

"no, i just want you here with me.." i say because i do. i want him to lay with me. i wanna feel close to him. he's the only person that makes me feel safe anymore.

he grabs a blanket then he lays down.

"why don't you go to sleep. you need the rest beautiful." he kisses the top of my head and i fall asleep actually feeling safe and happy for once.

justin's POV

i watch her fall asleep. she is so hurt you can even see it in her. but laying down next to her.. i can just feel her heartbeat next to mine. i never thought that one girl could make me feel this way and flip my life around. she's helped me in more ways then she knows. she makes me a better person, she makes me smile and laugh and she makes me stronger by her strength. im crazy about this girl. i could watch her sleep for hours. she's beautiful from head to toe. even the scars on her body are so damn beautiful. i hope she doesn't hurt her precision skin anytime soon. it just shows how much pain she was in and i don't like seeing her in pain..

"im always here for you.." i whisper to her even though i know she can't hear me.

that's what i want her to know. i want her to know if she doesn't hear me or see me that im still here for her. no matter what.

her phone goes off and i just check to see who it was from.

it was from carrie.

carrie🙈: okay, you guys need to work this out. because you guys are best friends.

i decide not to pick it up because if was for jess. but that makes me really mad that carrie is with hunter saying that they need to fix it. she obviously cares about hunter more..

as i keep thinking more deeply i start falling asleep with her.

2 HOURS LATER

jessica's POV

i wake up to the loud sound of justin's snoring and his arms around me so gently. he's so cute when he sleeps.

"hey.." i poke him. "hey cutie.. wake up." i kiss him and he wakes up right away.

"well.. that's a good way to be woken up." he kisses me harder and longer this time.

"hearing you snoring is a good way to wake up also." i blush and giggle at him.

he laughs with me.

"im crazy about you girl." he says to me.

"and im crazy about you." i kiss him on the cheek.

"we should get up" he picks me up and sits me down at the dinner table.

there is a whole dinner set out for the two of us.

"when did you do this!??" i ask smiling

"when you were sleeping.. im surprised you didn't wake up!" he says while having the chair ready for me to sit in.

"my depression makes me sleep. a lot." she says while sitting down.

"well, enjoy the nice dinner. you really deserve it." he says while smiling.

"i will.. thank you justin." i smile back

"school is tomorrow again. ew" i say while taking a bite out of my salad.

"haha yeah." he looks down.

"justin? is everything okay?" i ask worriedly.

"well.. uh yeah i guess." he eats his steak.

i grab the fork out of his mouth and set it down.

"justin, what's wrong?" i keep asking him.

"well. i have some news." he says

oh no. i know i shouldn't be scared right now because i know he's not gonna break up with me or anything but i have no idea what it could be.

"what is it?" im scared.

"tomorrow i have to fly back to california." he says fast.

"what!?" my heart sinks. "like forever??"

"no, no! for about three weeks." he looks at me.

"how long have you known about this?" i put my eyebrow up.

"for about seven days now." he says sad

"justin.. you've known about this for a whole week and you didn't bother to tell me." i say kinda of rude.

"i just didn't want you to worry." he says

"well it's worse now because hmmm.... you leave tomorrow!" i kind of yell to him. i get up

"jess, please just sit down." he says.

"no justin.. why do you have to go back?" i ask.

"i have to see my manager and figure out some new songs." he says

im really happy for him but at the same time i don't want to see him go. he's the only one that keeps me strong.. especially now with the whole hunter thing. i don't know what im gonna do.

"oh." is all i could come out with.

"im really sorry jess.. if i could stay i would. but you can call me every night to tell me how your day was and keep me updated. okay?" he comes up to me and puts his hands around my waist.

"okay." i lean my head to his.

"on the bright side at least it's not like 3 months." he says while smiling.

"yeah i guess." i say.

"well come on let's go finish our dinner." he leads me too my chair again.