Brooklyn's game

Chapter 10 || Stories and Sadness

Dani's POV

"Ok." I took a deep breath. "I am going to begin now."

"Well chop chop." Brooklyn did a very British accent and looked at me, impatiently.

"Ok.Ok." I took another breath, "well, i went over to yo-" I stopped my self. "-My boyfriend's house to just hang out with him and he told me he wanted to try something new..." I stopped to see if Brooklyn was paying attention.

He definitely was. I saw complete thoughtfulness in his features and he was staring, intently at me.

"Anyway. I gave him all of me, I let him see things no other boy had seen before, he told me he loved me. He told me I was special. The only girl for him. But-" I couldn't control it now. I broke down crying right there in the little cafe, less than 10cm away from the boy I was talking about who ruined my life.

"I'm sorry I need to go." Brooklyn stood up and ran off into the rain leaving me alone, in my tears.

Is this my fault? what can be so bad about me for Brooklyn to leave me twice. He probably thinks I'm a slut. That's why he left. Slut. Whore. Slag. Worthless.

The words pound in my head and I scream. I'm running. I run past cars into my street and up the stairs, into the bathroom.

I take my mother's razor and tear through my skin, four times. I drop the blade and fall to the floor and cry again. If Brooklyn doesn't kill me I might have to.

I fall asleep in a pool of blood and tears on the floor of my bathroom.

Brooklyn's POV

I don't understand. That girl. That beautiful girl. She described my dream. The way I wake up scared and covered in sweat every day.

*Brooklyn's dream*

I am walking along a winding road. I see a girl. A broken girl. She is shattered into a million pieces. But she is so beautiful, each piece of her shines so bright. But I see my friends on the other side of the road, they're calling me over.
"BREAK HER! DESTROY HER! BREAK HER MORE!" the words echo loud and clear in my head until I can't take it any more.

I go over to her and I kick her and punch her, she screams but I don't stop because my friends love it. They love me. I keep going until there is nothing left her. When I turn around again, the road is short. There is no more beauty in it. Everything is dark and words float around my head, my friends are gone and the words get louder.
"It's your fault Brooklyn. You loved me. You destroyed me. You showed my beauty to your friends then destroyed it. I'm worthless so are you." the words eat me and suffocate me until I cannot breathe.

That is when I wake.

*Brooklyn's POV *

I'm sweating again, just thinking about it, my mum and dad have tried to send me to therapists without the media finding out but it's so hard because I don't remember anything from the previous year. There's a reason for that. But I haven't been able to admit it to anyone. Not even myself.

But I think I can do it now.

A/N

So tell me what you guys think. It was quite a dramatic one! anyway I hope you enjoy. Sorry for not updating when I said I had to leave for holiday :( I will keep trying to update as much as I can.

As always, your perf twerking babe,

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