Tyler pushed Jenna against the wall, kissing her with pressure. Jenna let out a moan as Tyler squeezed her waste. She wrapped her legs around Tyler waist and he carried her to the bed. Jenna let out a giggle as Tyler dropped her onto it. She tugged him down on top of her by his shirt, pressing their lips together again.
She closed her eyes as Tyler began kissing down her neck. Jenna trailed her hands down Tyler's clothed jest before resting her hand on the zipper of his jeans. Tyler suddenly pulled away, "j-Jenna, we can't do this."
Jenna pouted as Tyler sat next to her. She sat up and let out a whine,"come on, Ty. Why not?" Tyler rolled his eyes, running a hand through his hair. Jenna bit her lip to hold back a smirk as she straddled Tyler's waste.
Tyler rolled his eyes, "Jenna what are you-"
Jenna cut him off by placing a finger over his lisp, "shh." She rolled her hips against Tyler's crotch.
Tyler let out a huff, "Jenna, seriously." Jenna rolled her hips again, pouting when she didn't feel Tyler get hard. She tried a little harder, whining when nothing happened.
"Am I not pretty enough? Is that why you don't want to?"
Tyler's eyebrows furrowed, "of course not, you're very pretty, Jenna. I just don't want to." Tyler slid out from underneath Jenna. He let out a grunt when Jenna yanked on his arm.
"Why don't you want to? There has to be a reason."
Tyler threw his head back in frustration, "just drop it, ok?"
Jenna scoffed, "you've been acting so weirdly lately. Are you cheating on me?"
Tyler looked at her offended, "no, Jenna, I'm not fucking cheating on you."
Jenna snapped at him, "then why are you acting like such an asshole."
Tyler snapped back, "why are you acting like such a slut."
Jenna glared at him and stood up, "wow, ok. I'm leaving."
Tyler motioned for the door, "go ahead."
Jenna grabbed her shoes and stomped out of the room. Tyler rolled his eyes at her dramatic exit. He sat on his bed and groaned frustratedly. He grabbed his phone and dialed Brendon's number. He hummed quietly as he waited for Brendon to pick up. "Hello?"
"Hey, bren. Are you doing anything?"
"Nah, man. Wanna come over?"
Tyler let out a huff, "please."
"Ya, are you ok?"
Tyler rolled his eyes, "I'll tell you when I get there."
"Alright, man."
Tyler hung up and walked downstairs. Chris raised an eyebrow, "why did Jenna leave so angrily?"
Tyler thought of an excuse. "Her parents called. They said she had to be home for some stupid reason."
Chris nodded his head, "alright."
Tyler glanced at the door, "can you drive me to Brendon's?"
Chris nodded and stood up, "sure thing."
Tyler smiled and followed his Dad out to the car. As they drove down the road, Chris picked up some conversation. "That Dun kid sure is good at football. You guys have seemed to become pretty good friends. Right?"
Tyler nodded, "ya."
"He's dating Debby right?"
Tyler snorted, "ya, Dad."
Chris chuckled, "just wondering. Something seemed a little...off...about him at first."
Tyler's eyebrows furrowed, "how do you mean?"
Chris shrugged, "I don't know. I thought maybe he was gay or something. Hearing he was dating Debby was very assuring."
Tyler's cheeks turned pink, "uh ya. I mean...he's Bi, but there's no harm in that."
Chris frowned, "that's horrible."
Tyler's scowled, "it doesn't affect you, what's the big deal."
Chris glanced at Tyler, "son, we've been over this. A boy should not be with another boy. It's not right and it's disgusting."
Tyler scoffed, "he's a really good person, can't you overlook his sexuality to see that?"
Chris shook his head, "if he thinks it's ok to sin in such a way, imagine what other sins he's done."
Tyler rolled his eyes, "unbelievable, dad."
Chris let out a huff, "Tyler, why are you defending him so much....your not gay...are you?"
Tyler scoffed, "no. But josh is my friend."
Chris let out a sigh of relief, "oh thank god."
Tyler turned to face the window and crossed his arms. His breathing picked up and he tried to contain himself from yelling at his father. They parked in front of Brendon's house and Tyler got out of the car without saying asked. Brendon was waiting on the porch and they walked in together.
Brendon raised an eyebrow, "you ok, man? You got that face like you're about ready to blow."
Tyler sat down on Brendon's bed and let out an angry groan, "today has been shit."
Brendon sat next to him, "spill."
"First, Jenna tried having sex with me and I told her no. She got all pissy and stormed out. Then on our way over here my dad was comping about how Joshua was bisexual and saying how it was wrong and shit. Why the fuck are people so close minded. Who the fuck cares who you love and don't love. Josh is an amazing person and people can't see that just because of his sexuality."
Brendon smiled sadly, "I'm sorry, Tyler. I know this whole thing for you is confusing." Brendon frowned when Tyler suddenly let out a cry. "Hey, Ty, it's alright."
Tyler shook his head before resting it on Brendon's shoulder, "why can't I just like girls? It would be so much easier."
Brendon rubbed Tyler's back soothingly, "I know, but your gonna meet the man of your dreams one day."
Tyler raised his head, "is it bad that I hate myself?"
Brendon shook his head quickly, "don't hate yourself, Ty."
Tyler wiped his eyes, "but I do. My whole life I was taught that loving the same gender was wrong and that god would turn his back on me if I did."
Brendon pulled Tyler into a hug, "god hasn't turned his back on you. He loves you just as much as he does with everyone else. Ok?"
Tyler let out a shaky breath, "I don't want to go to hell."
Brendon chuckled, "Tyler, you're not going to hell. Because I'm gonna drag your sorry ass with me all the way up to heaven."
Tyler let out a laugh despite his tears. "Whatever, man."
Brendon grinned, "really! You're probably gonna live longer than me cause I'm fucking stupid and do random shit. So when you die, I'll be there waiting for you and I'm not gonna let those fuckers drag you to hell."
Tyler smiled sadly, "thanks, beebo, you're a good friend."
Brendon pulled Tyler back into a hug, "I know."
Tyler let out a laugh, "real sentimental, bren."
*puts on sunglasses and points finger guns* I'm what they call...insecure.
Today I have to go to this social event for sports since I'm in cross country and I'm horrible with these kind of social events. Especially since they'll be calling my name and I'll have to walk onto the field in front of every body like NO THANKS I'LL PASS. But I have to so wish me luck that I won't end up doing something stupid and embarrassing myself.
Whale, hope you enjoyed the chapter!! Have a nice day/night!! Byyeeeeeeeeeee
-JoJo
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FanfictionHigh school is a place to find who you are, find your real friends, and get prepared for life. Tyler Joseph is having a little more troubles with these three things. He's having troubles with his sexuality and he's not sure if he's hanging with the...