Calum's POV
I woke up with a painful headache. I must've slept late again last night, I really can't remember. I sat up and let out a loud yawn whilst glancing over at the wall clock I had.
"Fuck shit" i mumbled. I was 30 minutes late for school, I got up and brushed my teeth then splashed my face with tremendous amounts of water. I wasn't going to take a bath, I'm fucking late for school. Although there was no point of speeding up because I really wouldn't make it but who cares? I wore my uniform and grabbed my backpack, I buttoned my shirt while running down the stairs and shouting a goodbye to mom. I was in such a hurry to look at wherever I was going.
I got in the premises about 3 minutes late, that wasn't so bad. Was it? I ran to my class, took a deep breath and slowly opened the door. "Late I see Mr. Hood?" obviously. I gave her a nod and she continued to whatever she was writing so I walked to my seat and took down stupid notes.
My life completely sucks. Nothing great happens, nothing new. Nothing cool, no friends. I wasn't really that type of person to make friends with, I just wasn't. I think I like being alone?
Lunch break came and I finished my food earlier than I really would. I went up to the music room on the third floor, this is were I usually stay when I'm bored. I grabbed a guitar and started singing to whatever I wanted and no one would bother.
But this time around, I started writing songs. Stupid songs.
'Cause if you wanna take me home,
You know I'm ready to leave.
You've got me under your spell,
Please don't set me free.
Cause I've been having all these nightmares,
Seeing you is my only way of feeling so defenseless..." I sang while strumming on the guitar. A flashback suddenly came out playing for me.
"If you leave, you wouldn't change? You wouldn't forget? And neither will I, clear?" I said.
I was talking to a friend. My bestfriend, which I happened to forget. Damn, I'm a very horrible monster. I was so afraid to lose her because I had no other friend than her then I completely forgot how the hell she looked like nor what her name was. Nice going, Hood.
Maybe that's why I liked being alone?
I was too scared of hurting others feelings and hurting my own if one had to leave the other, I had a huge phobia with separation. Since my bestfriend had to leave me when we were 5 and when my parents got divorced, things got worse. That's why I isolated myself from people. I was also separated from my sister, Mali, she stayed with our dad and it was a huge struggle to not be able to see your sister once in awhile. I hate separation. It ruined my whole life.
"But I'm telling you, I wouldn't change a thing." I sang the last part of the chorus with one strum in the chord of C. This song reminds me of her a lot. I swear to the beautiful goddesses and mother nature.
If I only knew where she was right now, I'd make it up to her and start over again. I hope she hasn't changed. And I hope she hasn't forget me yet and won't ever.
The bell rang telling me that the break was over, I didn't mind. But the longer I ignored it, the louder it seemed to ring. I put the guitar back to its place and strolled off to the hallways diving a pool of people to my next class.
The day didn't actually seem so good. As always. Nothing much happened. Nothing really happened. I walked home and ran up to my room, I grabbed a paper and continued adding lyrics to the song I was singing back in the music room. I entitled it as 'Bad Dreams' cool isn't it?
"If only I had a chance to see you, my unknown bestfriend." I sighed dramatically.
Alesia's POV
"We're going back to Australia?!" I literally screamed in front of my mom.
I just got a text from mom while I was on my way home from the school telling me that she had good news. I paced faster and faster until I got home and now I'm freaking out because of her good news.
I wish I bump to him and we'd start all over again. What if he forgot about me?
There I go again. Oh my gee.
"Yes, sweetie. You know your dad and his jobs right?" She smiled
"Yup! So we're just..." I trailed off
"We're going to live in an apartment, apparently you can't have your own because you're still 17" mom chuckled, I shook my head and laughed then went up to my room. We were leaving by tomorrow and I was fucking excited.
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