She was staring down at my phone, I was starting to wonder too. I can't figure out whether she was going to burst in tears, get mad, confused or whatever she felt at the moment. She was just wide eyed, staring down at the gadget she held. She finally spoke up and showed me my phone. I stared at it confused of what just happened. I wasn't able to process. I still can't get what was happening. It was a picture of me and my mum back when I was five. I didn't get it. Really. What was with the picture that made her terrified or whatever, "What?" I furrowed my eyebrows and stared at her.
"God, its you" She gasped.
"Yeah, duh, its me Calum Hood"
"No, no, no. Its you" she shook her head.
"What?"
"Its, shit its you" She shoved her hands in her pocket, panicking as she did. She held out her phone and showed me her lock screen.
fuck.
How should I react?
I mean, is she mad at me for forgetting?
Is she happy she found me?
Fuck.
But one thing for sure,
I was happy to find her.
But upset as well, knowing that she'll have to leave sooner or later.
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Alesia's POV
I swear Calum thought I was some psycho. I was too stuck in the moment, I wasn't able to move. I rushed, I felt the adrenaline. I didn't even know how to feel. I didn't know whether to cry nor to feel happy. I wanted to just hug him and never let him go like before, I didn't want to lose him again. I didn't want my best friend to forget me again. I didn't want to forget him again. I know we're much older now but I still don't want to let history repeat itself over. I hope Calum felt the same. I kept my phone back to my pocket and ran up to him, hugging him as tight as I could. Its great to feel him, knowing that he's my childhood best friend. Its great to be with him again. Its great to pick up the pieces and try to put them back together and keep them there.
He was stiff, I felt him. He stood still. I guess he wasn't able to take it all in either. I didn't even care, I continued hugging him, feeling his presence there. That was it. I didn't want more.
It was great to have him back.
//author's note//
Hi! Sorry for the long long long long wait, I was kind of busy. And am still busy though but I guess I updated so there you go :) i hope you liked it and follow me up on twitter if you want to, @trxgicalum i follow back ily tons. THANK YOU,,! x
