"You have got to be kidding me?" I gasped and left my mouth hung open.
"Yeah, baby. This is all for real" Luke shrugged, smirking to himself. I jumped off of bed and ruffled his hair then jumped on his back mocking a clingy girlfriend and kissing his cheek.
"Oh my gosh, baby! I can't believe you would ever" I exclaimed as I batted my lashes. Michael and Ashton came in at the process and we started laughing hysterically as the two stood by the door completely shitted.
"What the heck was going on?" Ash exclaimed staring blankly into space as I wiped tears forming at the corners of my eye due to laughing so much.
"That's it, I'm gone" Michael shook his head and headed for the door, slamming it shut behind him.
Silence filled the room as Michael left until Ashton spoke up again, "can't believe he left, the pizza we ordered will be here soon"
just then the door swung open revealing a Michael Clifford barging in, "and i was kidding"
I mentally face-palmed at the guy but who wouldn't love pizza. If my worst enemy ordered pizza for me, I would honestly love him while I finish the thing.
"So what was going on between Cake?" Michael asked grabbing a bottle of water from the fridge and sitting next to me on the bed.
"It was nothing though. Luke just announced that we were going back to Australia" I shrugged, running a hand through my messy bed hair.
"You are so 2000 and late" Mikey replied to my answer.
"I just woke up from a not so long nap, no hate" I rubbed my eyes before I spoke again, "what time is it back at our place?"
"about 7:09pm maybe?" Luke answered and squinted his eyes as he looked through the window.
"Cut it out, Lucas. You can't tell time by looking out, you have a world clock in your phone. You ain't shitting no one" Ashton teased.
Timezones confuse me. I shook my head and stared at the clock, 12:09am. I haven't even gotten any sleep yet, I've finished packing my things and had a short nap. That's when Luke woke me up with good news.
"Well, when the pizza comes and we have nothing to do left- we better get some rest" Ashton said.
All three of us nodded in agreement as we waited for the ordered pizza. I can't believe where we've been. I can't believe where we are now. And I can't believe we're going back home! Its all so new and weird but amazing all at the same time. Its overwhelming and not the type of thing you'll ever get used to. This is going to happen more often, I'm going to miss mom and every one back there. Alesia, as well. But when I'm with these boys, everywhere feels like home.
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We were on our way to the airport and the boys were all asleep, except for me though. I was looking out the window like what a little puppy would do. I tried to take everything in. I was thinking of surprises for Alesia, as well. But I remember that as soon as we get there we had to get ready for soundcheck. No one knew about our flight, management did well this time. Its weird that no one would be waiting for us there, not even our families.
One thing for sure, is that they'll be watching us live.
God, I'm excited, nervous and sad but happy all at the same time. I'm sappy; sad and happy. I'm so excited to smell her scent again, to touch her brown wavy hair and kiss her soft plump lips that she hated. I miss hearing her cute little laugh that I always heard back when we were little.
