"Oh my gosh! I love this song" Paige screamed while we were walking around the mall. We decided we hang out in the mall after school.
"I hate that band"
"Sh! It's your boyfriend's turn" she giggled, nudging my side with her elbow. I rolled my eyes at her and continued walking, a smile crept across my face thinking of how it would be if Calum wrote songs for me, "you're daydreaming of Cal"
"Shut the fuck up"
"Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit! 5SOS' song is on! It's Luke,, wait. Sh, it's Calum!" I heard faded screams as we passed by a group of girls by a boutique. Wow, I thought to myself. This guys had an effect on teenage girls.
"Alesia, take a look at these babies" Paige called over to me from an aisle. I walked towards her as I realized my mouth formed an 'o' shape and my eyes were wide open.
"They're really living the dream" I exhaled. The boys' EP's were fixed together in rows.
"Can I please please please buy SLSP?" Paige acted crying.
My smile faded and I rolled my eyes, "since when was I your mother?" She shrugged and grabbed a copy. I laughed as she payed the cd, she was fangirling over our friends. I mean its fine, right? I fangirl over Calum sometimes to, I mean look at what puberty has done to my boyfriend and I'm here, I still got no tits.
Whoops!
"There's a party at Steven's place tonight, he's kind of hoping you'd come" She mumbled
"And how'd you know?"
"I heard them talking" she shrugged. I thought about it for a while and I think its time I socialize with the world again.
"I'm in" I beamed at her, it was no big deal actually. Nothing bad would happen.
"Yay! I'll pick you up at 9, is that good?" She chirped excitedly as she clapped her hands. I face palmed at my best friend who was about to drag me into a huge party of Steven.
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"Hey, hi. I'm glad you made it" Steven greeted, giving me a bone crushing hug. I returned it, unexpectedly. Paige vanished into the crowd as I was stuck with Steven. Calum, please pop out of nowhere and get me.
"Hey, about Calum. He isn't coming back soon, right?" He said. The smell of alcohol escaped his lips. I hated it.
"I think he's gonna be back sooner or later, thank you. I don't feel so good. I'm going to go get something to drink or something, whatever" I said awkwardly trying to get away from him.
"Let me make you feel better" He leaned in closer. Whispering into my ear, sending me shivers down my spine. He grabbed my waist and pulled closer to him, leaving soft kisses down my neck.
"What the hell, get off of me!" I screeched with disgust.
"Come on, Al. Calum wouldn't know" His lips brushed against my skin. His hands made their way on either side of my waist.
I tried to shrug away from his grip but my back came in contact with a wall as I was pressed against it. His lips went up from my neck to my lips. I felt like I was about to breakdown and throw up but a part of me didn't want to stop.
He directed my hands up to his neck as his hand made a way to one of my breast and I let out a gasp, leaving my mouth open, giving him full entrance. He smirked in the kiss as he ground his hips on me. I closed my eyes shut as I thought of Calum.
I pushed him off of me and slapped him hard across the face. Hot tears spilled down my cheeks as I stared at him, recalling what just happened.
"What?" He smirked, laughing to his self, "Come on, babe. I wasn't that bad, was i?"
"Shut the fuck up! You know I have Calum"
"He's living the dream, Alesia dear. He wouldn't be needing you anymore." He chuckled lowly.
I shook my head as I ran a hand through my messy hair and stormed out of the house. I walked my way home. I didn't care how far it was and I didn't care how much my legs would hurt. I need to get out of that place. This life sucks. I hate myself. I hate my whole fucking life.
The moment I came home, I dialed Calum's number and eventually just left a voice message.
"Hey, I love you. I mean that. No one could ever replace you, I hope you feel the same, Cal. I miss you a damn lot. I want to cuddle with you right now. My life sucks. I feel like shit. Hope you're fine, bye. Call me back"
