morning beautiful ! :D
hey handsome ;)
fuck. smh on these texts
what?
just come over and help me with my stuff
fine. can u not leave?
i can keep u inside my suit case.
shore
haha !
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"hey" I smiled sadly, peeking my head into Calum's room. He was wearing some sweatpants and didn't have any shirt on. He shot his head up then made his way to me. I felt him sigh as he wrapped his strong arms around my waist and brought me closer to him. I buried my head on his bare chest as he kissed my forehead and leaned in, setting his chin on my head. I listened to the beat of his heart, closing my eyes and taking in everything. I will be separated from this dork for ages so I had to cherish these moments I spent with him.
"hey there, pretty brown eyes. What're you doing later tonight? would you mind if I spend time with you?" He said, using references to Cody Simpson's song. I rolled my eyes and pecked his lips.
"why don't you spend time with me right now, pretty brown eyes?" I said back to him, "because you're leaving tonight, idiot"
"Oh" he said, "do you wanna hang out though?" he said slyly, picking my hand up and playing around with my fingers. I nodded my head and beamed at him. He was pale and was in the verge of tears, I wondered about what it could be and I realized that maybe it was about leaving.
I stepped closer to him and laced our fingers together before I stood on my tiptoes and leaned in closer to him. I rubbed my nose against his then he scrunched it up making him look extra adorable. He pressed his soft, pink lips on my own and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to him, "Calum" I managed to say between the playful kisses he was giving me.
"Hmm?"
"I could kiss you all day" I said pulling away to stare at his beautiful brown eyes. He kissed my forehead before I nuzzled my head. Now that I've thought of it, that was gross. Imagine what our lips would feel like after a day.
what are you saying, Alesia?
"Can we just stay like this?" He mumbled. I buried my face on his chest and chuckled after I nodded my head for a yes.
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"This is so sick" Calum exhaled as he looked out the window to his side. I was leaning my head on his shoulders, feeling the movements he made when he breathes. We were already on the way to the airport and I felt my eyes wanting to spill out all the tears at the moment. He looked over to me and gave me a sad smile. I tangled our fingers together as I gave him a peck on the cheek.
He stiffened for a while and looked like he just saw a ghost. I saw myself doing the same as I realized we came to a stop and we were already at the airport. I took a deep breath feeling a lot more nervous than my boyfriend who was still frozen on his place.
"It's going to be okay, Calum" he tightened the grip of my fingers on his, "It's not gonna take long" I reassured, but none of us really knew how long this would actually take. He opened the door as he stepped out of the car and made his way to his friends with me.
"So this is it" Michael smiled, taking a deep exhale. They had already said their goodbyes to their parents and have already talked about almost everything.
"We're gonna miss you, Al" Luke sighed giving me a bone crushing hug, "specially Calum over here" he said nudging Calum's sides with his elbow and winking at him.
Calum shook his head and just looked away. Michael gave me a hug too and so did Ashton. I was waiting for Calum to do so but he walked away and went over to his family giving them hugs and talking as well. His mom was crying telling him how proud she was and how much she would miss him.
"Promise me you'll check on, Al?" I heard him say to Mali-Koa and to his mom as well. I felt my eyes fill up with hot tears, begging to fall. He looked over to me and caught me looking back at him. He gave me a sad smile and hugged every one of his family before walking his way back to me.
Without hesitation I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me and feeling his warmth. Feeling his presence because I know I wouldn't be with it for quite a long time. He hugged my waist and kissed my forehead.
"I'm sorry I acted like an ass" he said as he wiped his tears, "I'm just afraid of crying in front of a girl, you know. Specially in front of a girl I really really like" he shook his head, "really really love"
I chuckled at his sweet attitude and wiped my cheeks as well before I cupped my small hands around his face and literally squished his face leaving red marks on it. "I'm sorry" I kissed his cheeks as he groaned due to the fact that it hurt him.
"I'll miss you" he mumbled, "I promise to not do anything stupid that'll make you extremely disappointed and would ruin us"
I shook my head, "please don't promise. Most promises never work out."
He locked our fingers together and pecked my lips, "I will call and text you everyday, every night, all the time, every time I'm free and not busy. You'll understand if I can't call you, right?" He furrowed his eyebrows. I nodded my head and thought about hearing his voice on the other line and not beside me.
"No matter what management set up for me, promise me you'll know to yourself that I love you so fucking much and I would just be acting"
I widened my eyes at him for saying what he just said. I can't believe he would think about that.
"What? Those things happen most of the time, I just want to be prepared. Please trust me on this?" He begged folding his lips into a small pout.
"Fine" I rolled my eyes at him as the other boys called after him, signaling they had to leave. He ran to his mom and gave her one last hug after rushing towards me and crashing his lips with mine. I was going to miss his kisses, his hugs, his tan skin, his smiles, his voice, his kinky attitude and the way he hangs out with his best buddies.
I felt a wave of hot tears flowing out of my eyes as he let go and whispered one last thing, "I love you"
I wasn't able to reply because I was too busy processing everything that was currently happening around me. He scurried to his mates, suitcase in hand, taking one last look before fading away from a distance.
This is going to be harder than I expected.
Damn, I'm gonna miss Calum.
