Me, Myself & Him. (H2OVanoss)

A personal issue

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The next day Jon sat at lunch alone, he wasn't surprised that Evan wasn't there. He knew he wasn't going to be there but, he still felt more lonely than normal. "I can't rely on him" Jon mumbled to himself "If I do..." He trailed off into his own thoughts, as he began to imagine everyone at school knowing about his feelings for Evan. After going through the hallway of people, yelling and laughing at him, he was approached by Evan. He stared down at Jon like he was some animal and said only two words to him "you're disgusting". Jon quickly snapped out of his own delusion with tears down his face. "God what's wrong with me... you – you have to get over this".

At this point Jon started breaking down, and he couldn't stop sobbing. He decided to get up and hide behind the greenhouse for a while, but after a few minutes he heard someone walking towards the garden. Jon peeked his head around the corner to see Evan scanning the area for him. As Evans eyes went down to the lunch that Jon left there, instantly Jon looked down beside him to only not see the lunch he was looking for. "Shit" Jon quietly said to himself as he went back behind the greenhouse.

A quiet voice then called out "Jon, are you here?" Jon's entire body shook hearing him call out his name but he remained still, in the same place. Suddenly Jon could hear footsteps that were coming in his direction, he knew it was him. "UH DON'T – DON'T COME BACK HERE I'M UM, PISSING" Jon yelled out, and the footsteps stopped. "Oh, alright... I just saw your lunch, I was just making sure you were still around"—"Yeah". The footsteps started up again, but were going in the other direction. Jon waited for a bit and then walked back to his bench.

When he walked up to the bench he saw Evan sleeping peacefully again. "I could seriously get so use to this" Jon softly said to himself, but instantly cursed himself for thinking he could have anything with Evan. He began to wipe away his remainder of tears as he sat down beside him, waking him up. "I feel asleep again" he said groggily without even opening his eyes. Jon grabbed his lunch and continued to eat what was left of it. "Why d-did you, stay out here?" He started to rub his eyes and once again opened them up slowly "I don't know, it's nice out here I guess"—"Oh, I-I see" Jon sat back, "so, it has nothing to do with me" Jon thought to himself.