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Changing thoughts

Chapter six: changing thoughts.

He's just left, and she's just broken down.

She clasps her hand over her mouth trying to keep it down-

But sobs have racked her body the second he was out of sight.

She can curse him out as much as she'd like,

But it won't change the fact,

that he too is crying and mumbling to himself as he finds his way to his car-

Alone and in the dark.

"The girl who'll make me happy. What the hell's that supposed to mean!?" He mutters, slamming his car door shut.

He knows something that she doesn't know-

And her, he.

But it seems very unlikely,

that they'll realize these things before it's too late and it's over.

All she's ever wanted was him.

She knew that now and has always known.

He never knew exactly what he wanted...

But maybe it's becoming less and less transparent every day.

To shine some light on the situation, "maybe it's her" he thinks to himself.

But he'd never tell her, thinking that he knows her hatred for him.

He only thinks he knows.

She only knows he thinks about her.

But she still isn't sure if that's good or bad.

She wanted that kiss to mean something.

She wanted that kiss to change everything.

And instead it's set them back farther and farther, deeper and deeper in the relationship their not sure they have.

Love sure is fun,

Isn't it??

★★★★★★

I wake up to my roommate, Emma shaking me.

"C'mon c'mon it's saturday, the showers will be taken up let's gooo!".

I stumble up and grab a fluffy blue towel from our closet and my bathrobe, also I grab my favorite hair shampoo/conditioners and my razor.

I follow her and she skips happily to the shower.

I am not a morning person. At all.

So at I don't even know what time it is- doesn't exactly make me any Perky-er for her to be frolicking through the halls.

I step on something and curse quietly.

"C'mon c'monnnnn" she calls.

"Don't nag me" I say patting my hair back down.

As we're walking, last night replays in my mind. The thought that I was wrong about him is almost too evident.

"Where were you last night anyway?" I say still slightly irritated about my foot.

"The real question was. WHY were you secretly dating Harry styles and not telling me!?".

"It was on tv? Aw damn it!!! I told you before it's fake dating..he's such a-".

"SHH! We're almost there and the teachersss!".

I shut my mouth not expecting any further questions from her. But again....I was wrong.