Not Just Perfect

Black Nail Polish

{ Alex's perspective }

His arms shifted down to my waist. He started to shift even lower, like too my butt. I felt my cheeks get warm and red. Cameron had never touched my butt and I felt weird about it, but he just went for it. I kept hugging him. We finally pulled away. "Your blushing." Chuckled Cam. "You touched my butt!" We both started cracking up as Hayes and Jay walked in the room. Cam had his hand cupped around my cheek, and I had taken his hat and placed it on my head. "Oh sorry!" Hayes and Jay started to back out of the room, seeing that we had been being romantic. "No it's fine!" I called. They both walked back in. I placed Cam's hat back on his head, and stood up. "Watcha need?" I asked, grabbing a Gatorade from the mini fridge.

"I was just wondering if I could borrow your Nashty shirt Cameron?" Hayes looked at Cam. "Sure thing man!" He grabbed it out of his suitcase and threw it to Hayes. "Thanks! What happened to your shoulder, bro?" Hayes was looking at the shoulder I had smeared my make up all over. Cameron glanced at me as if he was asking for permission. I nodded no, assuming that he was asking to tell Hayes the story. "I-I... Was being stupid..." "Like howww...?" Hayes's eyes flickered from Cam to me then back to Cam. "Well actually Alex was being stupid." He laughed and then continued his save. "We were messing around while she was doing her nails and then Alex spilled her black nail polish all over my shoulder. Thanks Alex!" He chuckled. Hayes and Jay glanced at my black nails. Nice save Cam.

"Messing around?" Hayes lifted an eyebrow suspiciously. "It's on your shoulder.." Jay added laughing. "I have a feeling things got a little heated in here..." Hayes made Jay giggle. They started to walk out. "Make out much?" Hayes said under his breath causing them both to laugh. "I feel like something else then nails was being done in here!" Jay added. They ran down the hall laughing there heads off. "What? No!" Cameron shouted down the hall way laughing. "They are too young to be thinking about those things!" I giggled, setting down the red Gatorade.

"But we aren't to young to be thinking about those things." Cam looked me in the eyes. "Cameron Dallas!" "It was a joke!" He giggled. "Mmhhh!" I smirked. "Okay listen, Brent Rivera." We both laughed thinking of Brent's vines. "Can I have a sip?" Cameron gestured towards my Gatorade. "Of course!" I handed him the red Gatorade. He chugged it all. "A sip?" I laughed and looked at the bottle, rolling my eyes. "Oops!" Cameron chuckled. "Want another one?" "No, I'm good." I sat down on the bed thinking about all the times I've cried or freaked out in front of Cameron, yet he never leaves me, and he's one of the most famous people I know. "I'll be in the restroom." "K.." I sounded sad but he didn't notice, not that I wanted him to.

I grabbed Cam's phone and got on twitter. I wanted to tweet off of his account. Something he wouldn't see till later. I thought about how much better Cameron could do than me. I tweeted, "Honestly....you could do better." (Authors note: that's an actual tweet.) Immediately girls were commenting.

"@camerondallas what are you talking about?"

"@camerondallas don't know what your talking about, nobody could do better than you ❤️"

"@camerondallas your perf."

Wow. Girls really love him, but he chooses me. Don't go into this mode again. I'm never crying in front of Cameron ever again. I ran off

to my room, feeling really gloomy.

{ Cam's perspective }

I came out of the restroom smiling. "Hey Alex look--" where did she go? "Scare cam, really..." I laughed. I finally realized that she wasn't in the room. I saw my phone laying on the bed, opened to twitter. I saw that I had just tweeted. It must have been Alex. I chuckled thinking of what cute thing she said. It wasn't cute... "Honestly....you could do better." Why would she say that. Is it towards me? Did she purposely leave it open to twitter so that I would see it immediately? Is she trying to say I could do better than her? Cause I can't. She perfect in every single way. I walked to go see if she was in her room. I saw her on the bed, watching t.v. "Alex?"

"Yeah?" She said turning over to me. "Why did you tweet that?" Her eyes widened. "I just honestly think you could do better." She referred to the tweet. "Better...?" "Than me." She was staring at the t.v. "Why do you always think that. That is the only thing I don't love about you. Why do you doubt yourself, cause I couldn't do better than you... Your perfect, I've never called anyone perfect before Alex." "Cam--" "Wait!" I pulled out a crumpled note.

"Dear Cam, you are the best thing that's ever happened to me. You are absolutely perfect. I will never really know why you picked me, but I'm so glad you did. These last two months have been the best months of my life. I can't describe how much I love you... It's weird because I don't like to share my feelings or cry, but I've cried and spilled out my emotions to you plenty of times. I guess that's how I can tell I'm in love with you. I never share my feelings with people... Not even closest friends or family, it's strange how I feel so comfortable sharing my feelings around you. When I'm with you, every moment feels like forever, but one day all of those moments are just going to be memories. What if you won't be around to make more memories, what would I do? I'm in love with you. Okay,okay enough feelings! Let's go get some Taco Bell babe<3"

"Why did you do that?" She looked like a sad, confused, puppy. "Because this is why I love you. This is why I choose you. It's because you make me smile. It's because you love me just as much as I love you. It's because your so random." I chuckled on my last sentence. "Okay." It looked like she was tearing up. I jumped on the bed and laid with her. She didn't say a word but she hugged me back and we laid there, for what seemed like hours.