Not Just Perfect

Okay...No

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{ Alex's Perspective }

We both waited in the chairs, nestled up. My head on his neck, his hands wrapped around my waist, his lips pressed on my forehead. We both fell asleep in the positions. We both woke up to Aaron vining us. "S'cute s'cute!!" Carter and Aaron's faces turned pale as we woke up. I sniffled a little bit. "Huh?" My voice sounded raspy and dry and I sniffled once more. "Awe is my baby sick?" "I think so.." Ugh I did not want to be sick, coming back to school. "Awe, baby," Cam pulled off his hoodie and wrapped it around my shivering body, leaving him shirtless. "Oh.." He laughed as he realized he had no shirt on. "Here." I tried handing his hoodie back but he just gripped it to my shoulders. Carter through him a hoodie from his backpack and Cam threw it on.

Jack G. Came up to all of us. "You guys almost ready?" He asked. "Yeah.." My voice was still raspy and dry. "Awe, are you sick, Ally?" I went up for a hug from Jack. He pulled me in closely and it was a long, warm, loving hug. Jack and I had grown very close over Magcon. "You never let me call you Ally!?" Cameron objected. Jack let go and stared at Cam. "Yeah..but he's Gillinsky." I tried to sound like an innocent puppy. "Yeah, but I'm your boyfriend?" He mimicked my voice. I just kept hugging Jack. He was so warm and loving. I only like Jack as a friend. I promise. It was time to go on the plane and I sat right in between Jack and Cameron.

Cameron rested his head on my shoulder and whispered sweet things into my ear. "Your so beautiful. I love you so much. Your my world. I promise to always love you." He repeated it about three times, then drifted off to sleep. Jack on the other hand started a conversation with me.

"Hey, so you and Cam have grown a really strong relationship, I see." Jack whispered. "Yeah.. I mean, he's all I could ask for. You know?" Jack turned to the window and didn't reply. For an other five minute he just stared out of the window. "Uh.. Are you okay?" I wanted to talk. Maybe he was just tired. "Oh.. Yeah I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?" Jack faked a smile. "Well after I answered you, you just didn't reply and you stared out the window." I looked up at him. "I wasn't mad, I just had nothing to say." Jack sighed and unlocked his phone. "Oh.. Uh, okay." I watched him go to his photos. He started to scroll through his album named "Magcon tour moments" there was a lot of pictures from the one we just went to, but they were filed into all the different trips.

There was

Houston

Miami

Nashville

New Jersey

Atlanta

Dallas

"Dallas" had lots of photos. It had videos of Shawn singing and Carter dancing. It had photos of fans and the boys, but then something stood out to me. There was multiple pictures of me and Jack, but not only that.... Edits. There were about five fan edits he had saved. They were of us. They had pictures of us hugging saying "#Jalex" or "shippin it". Did any of them know I was dating Cameron? But the part that stood out to me was that he saved the edits. Plus I didn't even think that people had been taking pictures while we were hugging at Magcon.

Did Jack have feelings for me? Okay.. No. He wouldn't do that to Cameron, but I mean he can't just completely control his feelings. I stared at the phone, hoping Jack would see that I saw the photos. I wanted him to say "it's not what you think" or "I don't have feelings for you!" Or even "were just friends... You know that right?" Cameron was still asleep on my shoulder. I kissed his forehead just to remind Jack that I was Cameron's. I then pecked his lips and caught Jack staring at me. Jack rolled his eyes, thinking I didn't see him. Okay, so maybe he is a little jealous, but I mean we did have a pretty cute relationship, maybe he didn't want me, he just wanted a relationship.

Jack fell asleep against the window, with his jacket as a pillow. As soon as I knew he was asleep, I kind of stole his phone from his backpack. I unlocked it, knowing the password. I know this is a jerk move, but I went through his texts. There it was. My name on the most recent text. It was with Jack Johnson, saying "Alex will never know, or care anyways." I quickly clicked on the conversation curiously.

Jack J: broooo

Jack G: what

Jack J: have you seen all the #jalex's?

Jack G: yeah man...

Jack J: bet that makes ya happy ;)

Jack G: shut up you terd, I would never do that to Cameron

Jack J: Mr. Steal to girl ohhhh

Jack G: hush

Jack J: haha ok ok

Jack G: but I do really like her and it sucks

Jack J: I know man

Jack G: Alex will never know, or care anyways.

I felt my self blush and my cheeks became very warm. Oh my gosh, Jack is in like with me?! Maybe it's just a little crush and it will be gone in a week. Whatever. Even if he really does have feelings for me, I love him too much as a friend, so I'll pretend like non of this ever happened. I slipped the phone into his backpack. I grabbed his beanie out of his backpack and placed it on my head, complimenting my straight, blonde hair.

Cameron loved me in beanies, so I thought it would be something cute to wake up too. As Jack woke up two hours later, Cam was still asleep. "Isn't that mine?" Jack giggled. "Yup... Is that okay?" "Yeah! It looks adorable on you." He smiled that perfect smile and I just looked away so I wouldn't melt into his brown eyes or perfect smile or perfect laugh. "You okay...?" He laughed. Ugh not again. "Yeah I just think I got something in my eye..." I started to hold my eye. I didn't actually feel anything I just had to cover. "Let me see." Oh gosh.

I turned towards him with my left eye wide open. "May I?" He reached his hand to my face and I just nodded. "Stare at my eye." I did as told and looked directly into his eye. His milky brown eyes looked deep into mine. "There's nothing there... Except pure blue and green..." He removed his hand from beneath my eye and smiled. "My two favorite colors." He chuckled. I just laughed and stared at him. Stop it! Your dating the most amazing Guy in the world.. Hello!!! I scolded myself. I looked away to see Cameron waking up. Thank goodness. "Hey babe." He yawned and then smiled once he saw the beanie.

"Like it?" I giggled. "Of course, you look hot in beanies!" He bit his lip jokingly. We both laughed. "Bro I do not wanna go back to WWHS..." Jack interrupted. "Same here." I rolled my eyes. The only reason I never mentioned Jack was because I had no classes with him and he had (B) lunch while Matt, Cam, and I had (A) lunch. Nash went to WWHS too, but was a year below us. I still saw him in the halls. Taylor is a senior but had the same situation as Jack, and so do all the other boys. They all have different classes and (B) or (C) lunch. I do have one class with Aaron, but I didn't know him at the time. I also have a class with Carter. I didn't know who he was at the time either. Mahogany didn't go to WWHS she went to some other school. I think it was a public school. Hayes went to middle school, and I'm pretty sure Jay goes to the same one.

We all just started thinking about school and started to rant about how much we hated it and didn't wanna catch up on school work, till our plane landed.