I walked into our bedroom, sat on the bed, and pulled my knees to my chest. My arms hugged my knees, and I buried my head in my knees.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! What am I going to do?!" I whisper-screamed at myself.
I started to silently cry. A few small whimpers made their way out of my mouth. Mom is looking for me. Well, she already found me, but she's still going to look for me. She's not going to give up! And if she actually figures out where I am, and who i'm with, she's going to flip, and take it out on Brendon.
My silent cries turned into somewhat loud sobs, and tears streamed down my bruised face. I cry way so much. I still don't know why Brendon loves me, I mean, i'm such a burden and he always feels the need to comfort me. And I honestly don't know why he hasn't given up on me like everybody else.
By now, my face hurts so much, and my whole body is trembling. I started to hyperventilate. I moved my legs into a criss crossed position, rested my elbows on my knees, and sobbed into my hands. I actually felt like I was going to pass out. I felt someones hands wrap around me, and I flinched.
"It's okay, it's just me, sweetheart" Brendon cooed, turning my crying into a few whimpers and sniffles.
I wrapped my arms around his neck, and tightly hugged him.
"She's not going to do anything to you, i'm going to protect you, okay?"
"O-okay" I stuttered.
He started taking deep breaths, which I gladly followed. After my breathing was normal and I stopped crying, he pulled away.
"Look, I know you might not want to do this, but you have to quit that job. She knows where you work, and it's dangerous. I don't want you getting hurt again"
"But where would I work?" I cocked my head to the side slightly.
"Nowhere" He stated as if it was obvious.
"Bren, you know how much that'll make me feel guilty. The guilt will kill me!" I exclaimed.
"I know, but I just want you to be safe. She knows you're in this area, and she's going to be looking everywhere for you. I just don't want you to get hurt"
"You're right" I sighed.
"I know" We both laughed.
"I want to show you something!" He gently grabbed my wrist, and practically dragged me out into the living room, and to the piano.
He sat down, and patted the spot next to him, which I gladly sat down as well. He starts playing, and i'm already blown away.
Do I look lonely?
I see the shadows on my face
People have told me I don't look the same
Maybe I lost weight
I'm playing hooky, with the best of the best
Put my heart on my chest, so that you can see it too
I can't help but smile. His voice is so calming.
I'm walking the long road, watching the sky fall
The lace in your dress tingles my neck, how do I live?The death of a bachelor
Oh
Letting the water fall
The death of a bachelor
Oh
Seems so fitting for
Happily ever after
How could I ask for more?
A lifetime of laughter
At the expense of the death of a bachelor
He finished the song, and I immediately pulled him into a bear hug, catching him off guard.
"You like it?" He asked sheepishly.
"I love it"
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Fanfic"Hey, um-" I cut him off. "I decided that I am going to tell you, but don't tell anyone. Please." "I won't, I promise." I took his hand and dragged him to the back of the school where nobody could see or hear us, and we sat down by a tree, facing e...
