Part 115- Rant about me

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Part 115- rant about me

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Everything I do I cant do it right. I use to be doing good in school, and now I'm tanking classes. I loved hanging out with my friends, and now I can barely hold a conversation with them. I want to be happy. I try to make that happen, but I keep on digging a bigger hole for myself. I've made far to many bad choices in the past little while, now all I can see is darkness. I use to be able to climb out of the hole on occasion. Take a breath of the fresh crisp air, get lost in the bright blue sky. Sadly, I've finally gone to far without intention. Why did I make these choices? I feel like I couldn't help myself! But I could have...I really could have...Now guilt is washed over me. I try to get the help a person like me needs, but I can't ask. My voice runs away from my body when I get the chance. Now I need double the care I would have needed a couple months ago. I'm addicted and I need help...Pronto...

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