Part 10- mistakes rant
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Everyday I get haunted by past mistakes. I think about it at the worst of times! I feel embaressed that I am here! I feel like such an idiot, failure, screw up! And I cry because I never feel like Im doing good enough! And it doesnt help when your constantly told that too!
But I just wish I could be told that it was okay I made those mistakes! But I feel like when I think about that mistake, someone else is too and is thinking, "Wow, they're stupid!" And it kills me every freaking day!
Its a huge pile of self conciousness and self hate.
I wish I never made mistakes because everyday a new part of my sanity disappears for those mistakes scrape at my soul to make me feel small
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The Depressed Life (Book of Poems, Quotes, and Rants)
CasualeThis is the sequel to the book 'Depression Poems and Quotes'! *ONLY READ IF YOU HAVE DEPRESSION, YOU SELF HARM, ARE SUICIDAL, ETC. OR IF YOU'VE HAD EXPERIENCE WITH IT* I wrote all of the poems and rants unless said otherwise! But the quotes are...
