You Will Be Found || dear evan hansen (connor x evan)

chapter two

     "Watch where you're going!" someone yelled as Evan felt himself bump into someone. He looked up to find Connor Murphy- who was professionally known for being out of his mind.

     "S-S-Sorry I d-didn't mean to," he stuttered, fumbling on his words.

     "Whatever," Connor mumbled as he pushed past him. Evan held his breath as Connor walked, further and further away.

     "Got a death wish, Hansen?" Jared chuckled. If only he knew.

     He'd hate you.

     Maybe.

     He'd hate you, just like everyone else does.

     No they don't... not all of them

     Yes, all of them. Why can't you just wake up from that little dream world of yours? You're Evan Hansen. You aren't the main character, you're an extra. Stop trying to switch roles, you don't get to do that.

     But-

     Worthless

     No

     Pointless

     No

     Everyone hates you

     "No!" Evan yelled, causing everyone in the hallway to shift their gazes directly at him. He stood there as more people gathered around him, eyes upon eyes burning holes into every inch of his skin. He turned around, searching for a classroom, a closet, a bathroom; anything he could find to get him out of this situation he's gotten himself into. He runs, tears freefalling down his face into the boy's bathroom. Thinking he was alone, Evan fled into the largest stall, locking the door and sitting so he could put his knees up to his chest. He started to sob.

     Everyone hates me. 

update: i was in a fucking onision video apparently my bellybutton looks weird but I'm a 10/10 so i can roll w that