Finding Love And Lies

18. Miss you Mom

"Lighthouse shows the path and way to lost ships. You are my lighthouse Mom and I promise I'll be dad's lighthouse"
- Ana James

Read the author's note in end:)
I missed you too guy's..
Did you miss me?

All of me loves all of you😘

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Aanya's

From waking up in morning to here standing in front of white corporation's office, all my thoughts were surrounded by a single person and things happened yesterday. I just want to forget it but it's not what you can forget easily. I don't know how am I going to face him after yesterday's outburst.

Why am I nervous? It's not my fault that he was so angry. I should be angry by his behaviour. He cannot treat me like that.

Okay. So it's settled its not your fault so keep your head high and walk through that door with all your confidence.

What if he will shout and ask about the phone call again?

Thank you so much for reminding me brain, I'm not stupid.

Head high and be confident Ana. You can do this.

I stepped  inside the office and walked towards my cabin.

"Ana" Shirley's voice made me hault in my steps.

Oh no.. oh god.

Please. Don't let this be bad.

I turned to face her. She was looking at me with a frown on her face.

"Hey" I smiled at her.

"Ana, What happened yesterday?" Shirley asked.

"Um...I..don't know what are you saying" I tried to divert the topic. I'm clearly not in a mood of this conversation right now. And i dont know how to explain what happened.

"Your office is looks like there was a mini hurricane yesterday" she said.

"Oh, yeah...things got little messy...don't worry I'll clear it up"

"No it's all done already. Mr white called and told me get it clear."

"Oh" I don't know what to say anymore.

"And Mr. White called you in his office right now" she said giving me apologetic look.

Shit. It's not going to be good.

"Okay, see you later" I said and went straight to devil's office.

Head high and be confident. You didn't do anything wrong. Make him realise it was his mistake.

Yep. Great plan.

I was in front of his office. You can do this Ana.

I was about to knock when a cold voice said. "come in" how?

Shaking all the other thoughts I stepped in his office. I examined the surrounding and found him standing in front of the huge glass window facing the beautiful never sleeping newyork city.

I just stood there didn't know what to say, waiting from him to say because he called me. He didn't make any move just stood there not saying anything with his back facing me.

I was not sure what he will say. Will he justify his yesterday's act? Why would he explain? He is Jensen white for God's sake. He didn't owe anyone any explanation. At least not to me. I'm just his freaking slave. I should not demand or expect anything from him. But I still want him to explain why he did what he did.