Eddsworld x Reader - Oneshots

Matt x Chubby! Reader - Medicine

(This is sorta a vent thing, so I'm sorry if this is too deep, i'm sorry)

Let's be honest here, you down right HATED yourself. You were chubby, not to chubby, but you had enough to where people would point at you and laugh. So you wore a big hoodie and a bandanna, ALL the time. You lived with Edd, Matt, and Tom. They were SO sweet to you. Especially Matt. He was too sweet to handle.

You had serious bags under your eyes, and you barely slept. You always had online friends, because you never could make any friends in real life, except the boys. 

Their love and affection could not help you. You always thought that they were faking, and one day they would turn you down. 

Today was too much. ''Oh, FATTY.'' ''CUNT'' ''CHUBBY ASSHOLE'' Today some random group of girls were picking on you as you were at the store to pick up stuff for dinner. You attempted to ignore them, but they got closer. ''Hey, don't ignore me, bitch.'' You turn to her. ''What do you want?'' Your voice cracked. ''You DEAD.'' You snapped. Tears formed at the edged of your eyes and fell.

''Go KILL yourself!'' She pointed to the door. You couldn't take it anymore, so you ran. Not like you could run fast, but you just needed to get past them. Your vision blurred as you ran, and tears dropped to the floor. Some other humans tried to get your attention, but you simply ignored them.

Maybe dying won't be so bad.

You arrived at your house and slammed the door open. ''Hey (Y/N) you'r-'' You ignored Tom and ran to the bathroom, taking a bottle of his Smirnoff with you. 

You slammed the door shut and took some gulps of the Smirnoff. It burned your throat. You hiccuped from you taking in a liquid so quickly. you looked for razors. You found a tiny one on the edge of the counter. Perfect. You glided the blade on your arms. You watched the blood flow from your arms on the floor. The crimson liquid made tiny drop sounds like rain as it hit the tile floor.

You chuckled. You found pills and took another sip of liquid. A bang on the door was heard. ''(Y/N), WHAT'S GOING ON.'' You heard Edd say. ''Every body wants me DEAD.'' You hiccuped. You grabbed the bottle. ''SO I'M FINALLY GONNA MAKE EVERY BODIES WISH COME TRUE.'' You unscrewed the bottle. Your vision blurred from the blood loss and alcohol taking affect. You swayed from you loosing a lot of blood. Your cuts were too long, dammit (Y/N) can't even cut yourself right.

You heard faint bangs on the door. You fell to the ground as the door burst open. Frantic screams were heard. The pills fell to the ground and broke as the Smirnoff glass shattered. You fainted, it was too much. ''MATT CALL THE AMBULANCE, HURRY.'' Matt dialed the number and started crying. He told the operator what happened and the address. He put the phone in his pocket. 

He picked you up and ran outside. Tom and Edd followed. He set you on the grass and blood stained everything. Your breathing slowed. You were dying. ''EDD SHE'S DYING.'' Matt shrieked. Matt was planning on asking you out on a date today, but, he can't do that now. You were about to die.

Tom heard sirens in the distance. He smiled at the thought of you being alive and well. Matt didn't show anything anymore. Edd was lightly smacking your face and checking your heartbeat every now and then. 

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Matt sat down at the couch. You weren't gonna make it. He curled up into a ball. Tears started forming, and he was too weak to fight them. He just let them fall. idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot. He knew it would happen soon. He wanted to tell you how he felt before this would happen, maybe it would stop you from wanting to do it. But no, she was one step ahead.

''Matt, please, she will make it.'' Edd hugged Matt in attempts to comfort him. Matt cried onto his shoulder. ''I was gonna tell her today Edd.'' Edd widened his eyes. ''When she wakes up, You get her, okay.'' Edd smiled. Matt had high hopes at this point. ''Okay, Edd, I will.'' 

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You awoke to beeping and people talking. Your vision restored and you saw Edd motivating Matt on something. Your head had a sharp pain. You groaned in response. Edd and Matt looked at you in shock. You looked to the side then back at them, and sat up. ''Heya.'' You waved to them. Matt started crying and ran to you and embraced you in a hug. Edd was smiling and sat next to you and stroked your hair while tears fell down his eyes.

''(Y-Y/N) you've been in a c-coma for 5 days.'' Matt said as he pulled away and put a piece of your hair behind your ear. You were shocked. You looked at your arms, they were wrapped in bandages. ''What happened?'' You looked at a clock. It was around noon. Edd and Matt frowned. ''You tried killing yourself.'' Edd said as he looked into your eyes. ''...'' You looked down. Memories flooded your mind.

''Oh, FATTY.'' ''CUNT'' ''CHUBBY ASSHOLE'' Today some random group of girls were picking on you as you were at the store to pick up stuff for dinner.  

Tears formed at the edges of your eyes

You found a tiny one on the edge of the counter. Perfect. You glided the blade on your arms. You watched the blood flow from your arms on the floor.  

You're an idiot.

Your cuts were too long, dammit (Y/N) can't even cut yourself right.  

You felt a slight sting from your arm. You felt someone grip your shoulder as your tears fell from your (E/C) eyes.

Your breathing slowed. You were dying.

You started shaking and your breathing hitched and it was shaky.

''i... s...y ..di..'' You murmured under your breath. Matt looked at you with concern. ''What was that?'' He rubbed your palm. ''I'M SORRY I'M AN IDIOT.'' You curled up into a ball and cried.'' Matt looked at Edd in worry. Edd rubbed your back and Matt wrapped his arms around you and pulled you closer.

You cried into his shoulder. You just sat there and cried you pulled away and rubbed your baggy eyes. You didn't notice, but Edd left the room. Oh sneaky Edd. Such a sneaky sneak.

Matt smiled at you. God, it felt like years since you have seen that gorgeous smile. ''H-hey (Y/N).'' Matt fiddled with his thumbs. You looked at him. ''Yeah?'' He looked at you, pink tinted his cheeks. ''I was wondering if I could tell you something.'' His blush grew. ''Go ahead.''  He looked at you straight in the eye.

''(Y/N)Iloveyoualotandiwaswonderingifyouwantedtogoonadatewithme.'' It took you a second to process what he said. It snapped. He wanted to go on a date with .......YOU?!?!

''W-why do you wanna g-go on a d-d-date with m-me?'' You backed up a little, maybe he was lying and could laugh at your face anytime. ''Because you're beautiful and i love you.'' Matt smiled. You couldn't believe the words coming out of his mouth. Tears formed in your eyes and they fell. ''yes yes yes yes.'' You grabbed Matt and embraced him in a hug.

He smiled and pulled you closer. He kissed your cheek. You flushed a bright red. Time to start a new beginning.