Tord x Gay! Male! Reader - Distance

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You stroked your fingers through your hair. Last night you did something that you would regret for the rest of your life.

You cut yourself.

Yesterday, you told your parents you were gay, and, being homophobic, they shamed you. You had the BEST connection with your parents, but why change through sexuality. If 'god' hated fags, then why did he make them? It aggravating.

Your eyes were baggy and had tired rings around them. They were also red from crying. So you just let your hair go from over it. You yawned and shoved your hands in your pockets. You walked into the living room and sat on the couch. Tord, who you had a HUGE crush on, was next to you.

You took out your phone and talked to your best gal friend. Over text. You took out your ear buds and put on the song your friend said you should listen to. Distance by Christina Perri. You loved her and her singing. You cried after watching her music videos.

You starred at the patterned fabric on your jeans as the beginning started. 

The sun is filling up the room,
And I can hear you dreaming.
Do you feel the way I do, right now?

Of course not, He would never feel the same way.

I wish we would just give up,

Yes

'Cause the best part is falling.
Calling anything but love.
And I will make sure to keep my distance,
Say I love you when you're not listening,
How long, can we keep this up, up, up?

Not long

Please don't stand so close to me,
I'm having trouble breathing.
I'm afraid of what you'll see, right now.
I'll give you everything I am,
All my broken heartbeats.
Until I know you'll understand. 

A few tears slipped from your eyes and you felt a hand on your shoulder. You look at the person who did it. Tord.

You pull out your ear buds. ''y-yeah.'' Tears fell on your shirt and soaked in the fabric. Tord looked shocked. Oh. Right. You're crying. You looked away from him. ''Hey.'' He sits in your lap. You flush a dark shade of red. ''What's wrong?'' He pushes the hair out of your face and gasps. ''(Y/N), why are your eyes red'' You closed then and flushed a dark red as you looked away.

Tord cupped your cheek in his hand. He made you look up at him. He starred right into your eyes. Kinda creepy, but his cuteness made up for that.

''Please.'' He moved a little closer. You whined a bit. But gave in. ''I told my parents something, and they shamed me.'' You looked at your wrist. ''So i watched my wrists bleed.'' Tord picked up your hand and looked at it then back at you. ''What did you tell them?'' Tord asked.

You froze. But, you could tell him anyway. Tord was your BFF. Just say it. ''I'm gay.'' You shoved your head in your hands and flushed a bright red. ''Thank god.'' You heard his voice say. ''wha-'' You were cut off by a pair of lips crash into yours. Tord. He wrapped his arms around your neck and ran his fingers through your hair.

You melted into it and wrapped your arms around his waist, and pulled him close. You hummed. This is all you could ever want.

Tord pulled away, because, logic.

You pressed your foreheads together. ''I love you, (Y/N).'' Tord said as he gave you a boop on the nose. ''Love you, too.'' You gave him a little kiss on the nose.

At least you were at HOM-o

hahahhahahha. Queer humor

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