Why

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by myyoongay

by myyoongay

Why is it that whenever I have something to say my family ignores me?

Why is it when I try I'm an asshole or never good enough?

Why can't I ever satisfy my family?

Why do I get torn down for just being quiet and not doing anything to anyone?

Why does my family think I have an IQ of -1,000,000?

Why do I get shoved just for sitting down?

Why can't I just have a normal day for once?

Why can my brother be praised to the gods for breathing, but I get yelled at just for saying hi?

Why is it the middle child is usually the most forgotten?

Why can't my family accept my desires for my body and my future?

Why can't I just feel loved by my mother and father for a full day for once?

Why am I such a worthless bitch who doesn't let anyone know how I truly feel?

Why can't I be normal?

Why can't I just die?

Why?