Weekends

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by myyoongay

by myyoongay

                                    
                                              I have realized after like 2 months that my depression mainly hits on the weekends
                          That on Friday nights I let out all the pain. I just cry. For hours. Because it's like dragging weights on your feet to keep going everyday when you can do no right to your peers.
                          So Friday night and Saturday I cry. Let out my pain.
                          Sunday, I stay quiet. Readjust.
                          Sunday night, shower, put on a fake smile.
                          Week, endure the pain and hold it in.
                          Repeat.