From One Wolf to Another

Fighting Emotions- Megan

Hey guy's this Megan's feelings during the confrontation and when she break's up with Jonathan. P.S. this is all between Megan and her wolf

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Megan's P.O.V.

It was only a few minutes ago when i was watching Jonathan speak with the rouge. Pride swelled in my chest. He might be Cassie's mate but that doesn't mean i can't love him too.

Who are am i kidding? he has Cassie he could never love me.

'ya he could' my voice of reason said

no he couldn't

'you should think about the positive instead of the negtive'

oh shut up

'wow i am just trying to help'

i know. i know and i am sorry. i just have so many mixed emotions

'spill 'em'

well i am confused about my relationship with Jonathan and sad because Cassie is still mad at me. i am also angry that Cassie turned out to be his mate and jealous because i want my friends back and one or both of them are mad at me.

'wow thats a lot to be feeling and yet i know there is more. why not go for a run? that might help you'

ok. Wow, I just realized how much that is and yet how little it seems. This is all about Jonathan and how angry I am at Cassie. I am old enough to NOT be mad about this! I am not in kindergarden. My good Moon Goddess I am pathetic. I really shouldn't be thinking about what I just gave up. I should be thinking about my future. I am free. No matter what I am strong and I will get through'

'Oh hun. Don't start crying.'

'I am trying. It's not easy. I know it is going to be hard to see Jonathan and and Cassie together.'

'Just repeating. You will be strong' my wolf said

'I am trying and I will keep trying but it will be hard.'

Don't worry I will be here for you.' My wolf said. I smiled

'Thank you.'

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hey i am so sorry this is so short. i am going to maybe try and add more after this is published. please don't be mad at me-Megan