hi sm town :: exo [complete]

HST. 10

Kailangan ko na magpractice ng malala para next week  Kailangan kong galingan para makapag-stay pa ako dito. Hindi ko na rin inaasahan yung sabi ni Luhan na tutulungan niya ako, tsaka ayos na rin yun kasi panigurado maiilang lang ako sa kanya. Maaga akong pumunta sa building para mahaba-haba yung oras ng practice ko.

Ano bang kakantahin ko? English ba o Korean song? Kung Korean kasi mas mahihirapan pa ako kasi hindi ko pa gamay yung pronunciation ng mga words, so English na lang. Ano bang magandang English song? Kinuha ko yung phone ko at nag-scroll ng kanta. Tss puro kpop pala mga kanta ko dito. Konti na lang yung english tsaka tagalog. Nagscroll ako sa playlist ko, tama ito na lang. Let Him Go ni Katie Armiger. Teka paano kaya ako nagkaroon nito sa playlist ko? Uhh nevermind. Hinanap ko sa internet yung lyrics at binasa.

The invitation came yesterday

It took my breath away

All the memories came racing back

An endless attack

Friends forever he and I

But I held a secret

Hidden deep inside

Naalala ko na naman nung gabi na sinabi sakin ni Luhan na gusto niya ako. Ang daming bagay ang tumakbo sa isip ko nung gabing yun. Hindi ko inaasahan yung confession ni Luhan, pero alam ko na yun yung bagay na lagi kong pinapantasya. Kung tutuusin pwede ko rin sabihin sa kanya nun na gusto ko rin siya pero hindi ko ginawa, kasi ang daming gumugulo sa isip ko.

And I've been holdin' on

To a love that never was

How can I mourn a dream

That didn't happen between us

And I'm the only one that knows

I've got to let him go

Infatuation. Siguro yun pa lang yung nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. Kasi ano ba malay ko sa love na yan eh never pa naman ako na-in love. Pero hindi ko pa rin sinabi sa kanya na gusto ko siya o may nararamdaman ako para sa kanya, kasi pag ginawa ko yun maraming hindi magandang epekto para saming dalawa.

I never told him how I felt

I kept my feelings to myself

I was so afraid of what he'd say

I kept the truth locked away

But when I look into his eyes

I can't help but feeling

I'm losing him this time

And I've been holdin' on

To a love that never was

How can I mourn a dream

That didn't happen between us

And I'm the only one that knows

I've got to let him go

The preacher speaks now or forever

Our last chance to be together

And I'll let go

Of a love that never was

How can I mourn a dream

That didn't happen between us

And I'm the only one that knows

I've got to let him go