La Douleur Exquise || Min Yoongi

Chapter 4

A/N: This chapter is a bit longer than the others but it felt natural to just let this part roll out and move on with the main plot. Also, Passacaglia is one of my favorite pieces and I couldn't help myself. Anyways... Enjoy!

Yoongi's infatuation only grew deeper during the next few months. In order to spend more time with Leila and still have enough time to work at the studio, he started missing movie nights with the pack and cancelling plans he'd made with his friends, and mainly you. It would be weeks at a time before you'd see him and only for a short while before Leila would drag him away. You coped as best you could. Yoongi wasn't yours and you couldn't really be mad at him for spending time with his actual girlfriend but seeing him brush off his friends was really hurtful and rather offensive. Even so, you kept up appearances and continued with your life as usual, with Taehyung constantly keeping an eye out for you. It wasn't until your heat hit that things started to change... and not just for you and Yoongi.

It was a Saturday night and the pack was huddled around the living room area of your and Taehyung's apartment, ready to watch the movies everyone had brought, and consume the food and snacks you and Jin had secured. Even Yoongi and Leila were there, much to your dismay, but you had Jungkook and Taehyung constantly trailing after you to take your mind off the couple. They helped you and Jin carry the food and drinks to the living room and you found yourself feeling warm and fuzzy at the sight of your friends huddled up with their mates. Hoseok and Miri were cuddled up in the far end of the couch, the she-wolf lovingly stroking your cousin's hair, while he had his eyes closed and leaned in her touch with a blissful smile on his face. Namjoon and Nikki were on the floor, on the make-shift blanket beds just across from Jimin and Anna. Both couples were lost in their own world, whispering sweet nothings into each other's ears – a sight that would melt the coldest of hearts. Even Yoongi and Leila, you had to admit, brought a smile to your face, albeit a bitter one, at how idyllic and completely in love they looked. You took your place on the couch right between Taehyung and Jin after placing the snacks on the table.

Jungkook: "Hyuuuungsss, no fair!" the maknae whined "I wanted to sit next to noona!"

Taehyung: "You sit next to her all the time!"

Jungkook: "So do you, hyung!" he looked at you with wide doe-like eyes "Please, noona!"

Jin: "There's enough room, Jungkook. Sit somewhere else!" the oldest scolded not really feeling like giving up a cuddle buddy as good as you, especially since he didn't have that opportunity very often.

You heard a huff of annoyance on your left and looked up to see Leila scowling at the situation. It was strange. Why would she even care if the alphas argued who'd sit next to you, after all, she had Yoongi all to herself. His attention would be all you'd need if you were in her place.

Y/N: "Come on, Kookie" you smiled, ruffling his hair "Jin and I never get to sit together and you know how touchy Tae gets with me."

Jungkook: "Pleeeeasee, noona!" he continued begging "You give the best cuddles!"

You could feel a rush of blood spread across your face at the maknae's statement and even more so when everyone, including Yoongi agreed. Of course he'd know – you had spent countless nights trying to comfort him and get him through the depression attacks that used to leave him a sobbing mess in your hands. You shook your head to chase away the memory and smiled at the youngest wolf.

Y/N: "Tell you what, Kookie... There's room on the blankets in front of me" you motioned to the place between your legs "Why don't you sit down and let me give you a little massage and hug you from the top?"