La Douleur Exquise || Min Yoongi

Chapter 10

A/N: As promised - a double update. Enjoy! 😊

Three days. That's how long Yoongi hadn't seen you. And as the hours of the fourth day ticked away, he was lying in bed, listening to the dripping water while Leila was taking a shower. Things had settled down and the pack was slowly going back to normal, although they were still very much aware and on their toes for any intruders that might try to sneak past their territory. That, however, wasn't the reason Yoongi's mind was reeling with thoughts and it sure as hell wasn't the reason he'd been losing sleep the last couple of days.

The boy rolled to his side and buried his face in the soft pillow, closing his eyes with a silent prayer slumber would come to him. No such luck. He groaned and turned to lie on his back once again staring blankly at the ceiling. Why couldn't he get you out of his head? Not only that - he couldn't get you out of his dreams. Three nights in a row he'd had oddly realistic dreams and every single time the revolved around you. This time he'd dreamt about the pack's monthly runs under the light of the full moon. Granted, he'd missed a few but they were still Yoongi's favorite time of the month. And in his dream he saw you after their run when everyone turned human again - hair tousled, eyes wide and wild with a captivating rare bright cyan color only alpha females possessed, your skin looked flawless as it reflected the moonlight and made it seem like your entire body was glowing, covered in a very delicate spider thread. In that moment Yoongi wanted nothing more than to kiss you and he didn't care if you would push him away or Hoseok and Taehyung would jump and practically strangle him. That morning, well it was more like 2 am, the alpha woke up with his heart racing faster than ever before and so aroused that he unconsciously reached for Leila and ravaged the sleepy unsuspecting omega. The boy was thankful every inch of the apartment was isolated or he would have had a hard time looking Jin in the eyes after that.

Yoongi's dreams kept revolving around you and every time he would end up taking his resulting frustration out on Leila. The omega didn't really mind, quite the opposite actually - she was extremely pleased thinking it was her having this effect on the wolf. And Yoongi let her think that, attempting to hide the shameful truth that it was actually you he was seeing and not his girlfriend. Why? Why was his brain torturing him like this? Why couldn't he focus on his work, his lover and even a simple workout without thoughts and images of you invading his mind? He'd never seen you as more than a friend, you were just always one of the guys and one of the closest friends he confided in. Truthfully, he couldn't even remember the last time he had acted like a friend though - ignoring you, your calls, your attempts to talk, not even bothering to give you a reason. You must have been hurt and yet you never said anything and still picked up his calls. You were loyal and he owed you at least an explanation for his behavior after almost getting you forcefully mated because of his negligence.

The next day Yoongi carefully slid in the free parking space in front of your apartment building. He looked up when he got out of his car, his eyes immediately landing on the window to your bedroom. The wolf sucked in a breath and walked towards the entrance. On the way up he rehearsed a small speech he would give as a way to apologize and atone for at least some of his guilt. In all honesty, the boy was surprised you answered the phone in the first place and even more so when you didn't sound mad at all but instead agreed to meet him. Taehyung still refused to let you out of the apartment even though it had been five days since the accident and your wounds had already healed, so you offered for him to come by your place. Leila wasn't particularly thrilled about that visit but this time Yoongi stood his ground, accreting his alpha dominance, and here he was - in the elevator on his way to you.