La Douleur Exquise || Min Yoongi

Chapter 7

A/N: Thank you for 200 reads! I really can't believe it! I was so nervous and I'm beyond happy people like my story. Thank you so much, guys! <3  Long ass chapter ahead. Sorry for not updating sooner. Enjoy!  

You felt too comfortable to move an inch but the growing pounding in your head was desperately begging to be relieved. Sighing tiredly, you opened your eyes with the intention of getting up and hunting down any sort of remedy you might have lying around the apartment. You were expecting to feel dizzy when you get up because you didn't get headaches but on the rare occasions it did happen, you felt as if your brain was about to pop like a soap bubble. The second you actually attempted to get up, however, a painful scream ripped out of your throat as a burning hot flash of pain shot through your leg and straight up your spine. You fell back on the bed panting hard as if that would make things better. A pair of gentle arms circled around your shoulders and you felt yourself slightly being lifted so your head would rest on someone's lap.

Jin: "It's ok, Y/N, you're alright" the wolf's voice was sweet and soft, making you relax instantly.

Y/N: "Jin? What-"

You cut yourself off when scenes from what had happened rushed into your mind. The rogue alpha, the syringe, Jungkook, Hoseok. Oh, no...

Jin: "Shhh, it's ok" he cooed, seeing panic clearly spreading across your face and gently caressed your hair.

Y/N: "But the alpha... and Kookie... Hobi!" you tried to stand up but Jin wouldn't let you.

Jin: "They're alright" he assured you, pointing towards the door "Hoseok went out to get some things Miri needed to treat your wounds and Jungkook is in the shower – he needed to clean himself up badly."

Of course he did – his clothes were soaked in blood when you caught a glimpse of him before you passed out. That thought had shivers run down your spine but you couldn't help the audible sigh of relief that left your lips – at least he was alive. It was then that you finally looked around and realized you weren't in your apartment and this wasn't your bedroom – it was your cousin's. They must have brought you here after they killed the rogue... Killed? You shuddered at that but now that your mind wasn't fuzzy anymore, you clearly remembered the puddle of blood and the horrified mask of pain your attacker had as the life in his eyes was fading away.

Jin: "I'm so sorry, Y/N..." his voice was shaky, almost as if he was struggling to keep it together.

Y/N: "Jin, what are you-"

Jin: "It's my fault" he choked out, borderline crying "I shouldn't have called anyone else to pick you up. Taehyung asked me, he trusted me and I should've just left the staff at the restaurant to handle the problem themselves. I never should've..."

Y/N: "Hey, hey..." you gently caressed the hand that held your shoulder "It's ok, Jin. Look at me."

The boy hesitantly lifted his teary eyes to meet yours. You gave him a warm smile and tried to ignore the pain in your back when you reached to caress his cheek.

Y/N: "Listen to me – none of this is your fault, alright? You had someone else pick me up and you asked Jungkook to check on me."

That was the truth – Jin had no fault in this whatsoever. You were the one that wondered in the shady side of the city that night and you were the one who had been reckless and allowed a rogue alpha to track you down without even realizing it. All your life you had been extremely careful but the situation with Yoongi got you so messed up, that almost cost you your life and the lives of two of your pack members.