Bruiseshipping: Frostbite Love (discontinued/finished??)

2-Nightmares

(Jay's POV)

Oh. My. Spinjitzu. Master!

Cole likes my freckles! He actually likes them! Why do I care? Well.....it's because I kinda maybe have these genuine feelings for him.....

I kinda wish he would notice me. As more than a friend that is. Cole's the reason I dated Nya, it was so that he would notice me, but you know how that went. And now Nya and I are still conflicted and it was enough to make my life twisted up.

I walked back and forth in my room. It was mid afternoon and I was in conflict with myself. Should I go out with the makeup on or not? I already had it on, but maybe I shouldn't? I ended up cleaning some of it off from my nose.

"Ok here goes nothing." I take a deep breath and exit my room. I felt so exposed without full concealer on my face.

I was so busy trying to act cool that I didn't notice where I was going and bumped into someone. I looked down and saw a small blondie.

"Oops s-sorry, Lloyd!" I apologized, stuttering a bit.

"It's fine. I was just checking on our heating system. I asked Cole earlier to help out by chopping up some wood for the furnace. How's everything with you?"

"Oh um F-FINE! I mean fine." I continue to aimlessly stutter. He didn't seem to notice the dots splattered on my nose. Which is good.

"Are you sure you're ok? But then again the cold is getting to all of us." He said.

"Yup, I'm pretty s-sure that's just it. Do you know when we're due for snow?" I pretended to shiver.

"Well, maybe we'll have some next week." Lloyd said.

"Ok, well nice talking to you!" I turned away.

"See ya Jay." Lloyd continued down the hall.

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I was back into my room on my side in bed, cuddling Mr. Cuddlywomp in my arms.

"Do you think I should continue like this? Try to take off less and less concealer until I'm completely exposed?" I asked Mr. Cuddlywomp.

"Well, Cole seems to like them. But it all depends on the others and Nya. The decision is up to you." I did a squeaky voice for my teddy bear.

"That doesn't really help me." I sat up and looked down at the blue plush in my hands, glaring at it.

"Well I'm trying!"

"Try harder!"

"What if you only took it off when you're around Cole?"

"I guess that would make sense, but not today. I've been in enough drama already." I set him back on the bed.

"So you're going to talk to him?"

"Maybe~....." I smirked. I went out and checked Cole's room first, he wasn't there. I went to the kitchen, he wasn't there. Out on the training yard he was of course training. I watched him from the stairs outside.

He grunted with each blow he gave to a training dummy. Sweat was running off his forehead and down his face. There was a white cloud whenever he breathed out due to the coldness outside and his shaggy hair fell over his eyes. I blushed at all these features.

Cole then looked up and saw me looking at him.

"Hey Jay! Nice seeing you here." He smiled and called me over, I got up and walked over to him, but the cold floor had other plans. I slipped and trip forward flailing my arms around. But then I was caught by a pair of strong arms. I looked up and saw Cole had broke my fall.