Blue Eyes (Asa Butterfield)

Chapter 9

I miss Aubrey, but she had to go back anyways so let the pain go through like ripping off a band aid. Though it still kind of hurts, but you still try take if off quickly.

"Jess, are you okay?" Iris asked sitting at the edge of my bed.

I sit up and say, "Ya. I just miss, Aubrey. That's all." I get up and go to take a long warm shower.

I wanted to be alone, but I wanted to talk to Asa and I knew he's going to be in the music room since we both spend 24/7 of or time in there and that's our treehouse that's a secret.

After that I head to the music room and walk into to find Asa and Christy making out.

"Oh." I said feeling weird and hurt.

"Told ya he doesn't love you." Christy said, giving me that bitchy look and Asa sits there shocked.

I walk out quickly wanting to cry my heart out because I like him. I thought he really cared for me, but I guess that was all a lie and I was a stupid victim to fall for it.

I hear footsteps following me and hear Asa call me back.

He tries to explain, but I run having tears fall behind me. Love sucks.

I sit by the fountain and put my feet in letting the stream of tears fall down my cheeks. I can't believe to be so stupid to FALL FOR ALL THAT!

"Jess." I hear someone call me.

I turn to see Iris. I usually wipe my tears because I've learned to keep my emotions to yourself and try not to drop them on other people, but Iris is my friend and I need someone to comfort me right now. "I thought he loved me." I said crying into my hands.

Iris sits next to me and says, "Oh darling, you poor thing." She rubs my back and I try really hard to pull myself together.

Once I was barely okay I tell her everything and say, "I loved him, Iris! I really did! What's wrong with me?"

"No. Nothing is wrong with you. In fact everything is wrong with him! If he doesn't think you're good enough (which you are) then he's not good for you!" Iris always knew what to say. That's why she's awesome.

We walk to go get ice cream and we both get chocolate and sit down and eat in silence.

I hear the door open and look to see Asa.

"Jess," He started.

Iris go up and said, "Back off Butterfield! You're no good. Did you not realize that she cares for you and all you did was make out in HER practice room with that slut and you knew she was going to be there. Asshole."

I got up and left. I couldn't take looking at him anymore. Not that I hate him, no it's because I love him and I know he doesn't love me back. That's what hurts and it always will and I don't know how to get over it and I feel as if I'm shattering.

I go back to our dorm and just lay down on the bed falling to pieces, but hey I guess life isn't too perfect.

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It's been a week since that Asa and Christy fiasco I've been sitting away from him in drama, but the bad part is that for Shrek, I got Fiona and Asa got Shrek so I have to talk to him and it sucks.

"Jess!" Ms. Jameson said pinching the bridge of her nose, "Act like you like Asa and less like you hate his guts."

I nod and give her a thumbs up and carry on with the scene. I try harder not to seem like I hate Asa and I guessed it worked because everyone clapped! Ugh, I wish he was sick so his understudy could take over.