p r e t e n d | Joji

n i n e

we went out.

me and him.

the way he looked at me always reminded me that it was for real.

it wasn't like your blank expression when you looked at me.

but for some reason, i missed your fake way of looking at me.

his soft lips kissed me passionately.

it was meant to make me blush this time.

but the only reason i blushed afterwards was when i thought of your way of kissing, joji.

me and him.

we laughed.

we read.

we talked.

we shared.

but most importantly this time, we loved.

to this day, i wasn't even sure it was love, since looking back at those time,

i dont think of his love for me.

but instead, i always think of my urge to play pretend again with you.