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32 - j o j i' s s t o r y

she used to be haru's friend.

she was my first love and first heartbreak.

back then, it was hard to let her go so i made the mistake of using haru to prerend to be my girlfriend.

years have gone by and i never crossed path with her.

i heard she became a tv host so i tried to check the interviewer's name before i accept any interviews.

but we finally met again when she became a substitute host for an interview i already accepted.

back then, just like now, i wasn't over you, haru.

so i needed a distraction.

she was there so it was her.

as you probably know, i've never been good at making decisions.

she started getting obsessive.

started checking on me everywhere.

started pulling pranks on every girl i was with.

she wanted my reaction and my attention.

i usually don't give that to her,but this time, she did it to you, haru.

looking back, i should've never left you.

looking back, i should've never reacted.

looking back, i should've held you.

would that change everything that came afterwards?

would that prevent the darkness i'm currently feeling?

i should've

i should've

i should've