One Lucky Girl

I Know He's As Heartbroken As I Am.

I wake up the next morning still in Justin’s arms feeling extremely happy until the thought hits me that Justin leaves for tour today. “Justin?” I said quietly checking to see if he was awake. “Good Morning babe.” He said “How long have you been awake?” I asked “I didn’t sleep.” He said I rose up to look at him you could see the bags under his eyes and could tell by his raspy voice. “Why?” I asked “I couldn’t I wanted to just lay here with you cherishing the moment all I could think about was how I have to leave you today.” He said

“Why didn’t you wake me up I would have stayed up with you.” I said “I just liked watching you sleep, you looked so peaceful.” He said “uggh. I am so sad you have to leave in a couple hours.” I said with a pouty face. “I know babe me too.” “Well I guess you better get all packed and we better round up your family and Kendra.” I said “Yeah. Wait I got you something.” He said handing me a little box I opened it, it was the most beautiful diamond heart necklace with the word “Love” engraved on the back. “Oh Justin I love it!” I said hugging him “Good, I figured you’d have something to remember me by while I’m on tour.” He said

I went to mine and Kendra’s room took a shower and changed clothes http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=75597002 . I didn’t bother to do my hair or make up I’m just going to cry anyway. By the time everyone is all packed and ready it is time for Justin to leave. We all go to the airport through the back entrance of coarse so we don’t get swarmed. Kendra and I have a flight in an hour and Justin is dropping his family off in Canada before heading to Ireland. I hug his grandparents and his dad, I hug and say goodbye to Jazzy and Jaxon.

 I hug Pattie she whispers “He is going to be fine and its going to be hard saying goodbye.” “Does it ever get easy?” I asked “Nope I’ll still cry once he drops us off.” She said “Great.” I say “The crew will take very good care of him and I am flying out in about a month to spend some time with him so I’ll be watching too. Justin is a great kid with a big heart and I know he wouldn’t do anything to jeopardize what he has with you.” She said

“Good, because I really love him Pattie.” I said “I know I can tell, and he loves you too.” She said I smiled and hugged her again “Here is my number and if you ever need to talk I’m here. I have been saying goodbye for a couple years now and I know the toll it can take when you can’t see him for a while.” She said “Okay thank you Pattie so much.” I said. She hugged me one last time before boarding the plane.

I look over to see Justin hugging Kendra goodbye. Then he looks over at me and I couldn’t help it I felt the tears begin to form in my eyes. He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me tightly as I buried my head into his chest. “I’m going to miss you so much.” I said crying he squeezed me tighter “I know Aaliyah I’m going to miss you too so much!” He said kissing the top of my head “I love you!” I said against his chest he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and his hands held me up by my thighs “I love you too!” He said I crashed my lips onto his while playing with the back of his hair. We finally pulled away and I looked into his eyes and what do you know I started crying again I laid my head on his shoulder “Don’t cry babe I’m going to be fine I’ll call you every night ,and we can Skype. Hopefully Hef will send you out for some work over there then we can be together for a little bit.” He said “Yeah.” I said He sat me down on the ground “I love you Aaliyah.” He said “I love you too!” I said

“Justin we gotta go.” His dad yelled out “Okay I’m coming.” Justin yelled back He looked back at me and I saw the tears begin in his eyes “Well I better go.” He said with a crack in his voice he then quickly tried to make the tears go away by blinking. He was trying to act so tough but I know he is just as heartbroken as I was. I hugged him tight and he hugged be even tighter. “Okay you better get going you don’t want to keep them waiting.” I said “Yeah.” He said.

 He kissed me this kiss felt so magical it was one of those movie foot lifting kisses. I pulled away and he rested his forehead on my forehead “I love you so much!” He said “I love you too!” I said. We walked hand in hand to the ramp to the jet he hugged me and then kissed me one last time before turning to get on the plane.

I walked over to Kendra and asked “Why does it have to be so hard?” “It’s called love babe, and saying goodbye is always hard.” She said. We walked back into the airport and watched the jet take off. We got some coffee from star bucks while we waited to board our plane. We heard our flight number being called and we boarded the plane headed home to start my journey in a long distance relationship. It’s going to be hard but I have faith in Justin and I, we can make it work. I can’t wait to get home and talk to Justin and see how he feels about my letter.