One Lucky Girl

Please Stay.

Justin just finished his last song and he yelling goodbye and thanking the fans. He runs off stage “Man that was an awesome show I’m in such a good mood.” He said “Good.” I said “You did amazing.” “Thanks babe.” He said.

We went to the dressing room and got our stuff gathered up, we are headed to Portugal and Justin is flying in Jeremy and Jaxon, Then Pattie is coming up in a few days then I’m leaving. After we get our stuff we get on the bus and I change into comfy clothes and walk out to where Justin and Fredo are playing NBA2K13 what else is new. I sit down next to Justin and lay my head on his back “You okay?” He asked

“Yeah.” I said I watched them play for about an hour Fredo kept getting mad because Justin was winning “Alright I’m done playing for the night.” He said “Justin laughed “No need to be salty bro.” Justin teased then they started jokingly yelling at each other “Alright boys that’s enough” I said laughing

Then they both got on their phones I sat there for about 10 minutes “Wanna go lay down?”I asked Justin “Yeah in a minute babe.” He said “Who are you talking to you’ve been texting all night.” I said “Um.. Just my dad he is excited to see us.” He said technically his dad should be on a plane and wouldn’t be able o text him. I need to stop over thinking this and let it go for now I have to trust him until I can’t anymore.

“Oh I can’t wait to see them too.” I said I glanced over at Fredo and he was looking at me giving me a “what’s going on” kind of face I just shake my head at him. Justin plugged his phone in “Let’s go lay down.” he said grabbing my hand “Okay.”I said smiling

We got into Justin’s room on the bus and I lay down while he changed into sweats and no shirt. My phone rang I grabbed it “Hello?”I ask “Hey.”Hef said on the other end of the phone “What’s up?” I asked “Nothing much just working on the magazine going through some pictures.”He said

“Oh sounds fun.” I said “Yeah I found some of you from a shoot we never published remember when we flew you up to Canada?” He said “Yeah?” I asked wondering where his head was going “What do you think about publishing them in the April issue along with a small section of turn on’s and other things?” He said “Okay yah sounds good.” I said “Okay then its settled. I’ll see you in about a week.”He said “Okay bye Hef.”I said and then I hung up.

I explained to Justin what Hef wanted “Oh sounds nice.” He said “Yeah. Are you okay?”I asked “Yeah, I’m good I guess I’m just tired.” He said. “Okay.” I said and we fell asleep.

We finally arrive in Portugal and we greet Jeremy and Jaxon at the hotel. “Jaxon!” Justin yelled as he ran over and picked him up. “Hey Aaliyah how are you?” Jeremy asked hugging me “I’m good and you?” I asked “Great.” He said “Good.” I said Justin handed Jaxon to me and hugged his dad

“Hey buddy.” I said to Jaxon “Look” He said holding up a little red hot wheel “Wow that’s so cool.” I said “Let’s go to our rooms.” Jeremy said I give him Jaxon and Justin shows him to their room and say’s “I’ll meet you in the room I want to talk to my dad.” He said “Okay. I love you.” I said “Love you too.” He said I walked to our room.

Once I got inside I unpacked my bags I laid down on the bed because I was exhausted. I must have fallen asleep pretty quickly I woke up to Justin wrapping his arms around me from behind “Did you sleep well?” He asked “Yeah. How long was I asleep?” I asked “a few hours.” He replied “Oh my god I’m sorry I wanted to go sight see with you since you have a show tomorrow.” I said rolling over to face him “Its okay babe I understand touring is tiring.” He said pulling me closer.

“I just hate wasting my time with you sleeping.” I said “It’s not wasting baby I like watching you sleep and I love laying with you.” He said “And besides I worked on some music while you were sleeping so now I have time for us.” He said “Good.” I said “So when does your mom get in?”I asked “She will get here before the show tomorrow.” He said “Oh good.” I said “Yeah.” He said “I don’t want to leave.” I said looking in his eyes “I know babe but you have to work.”I said “I know.”I said with a puppy face. I laid my head on his chest and savored the moment.

We have been to a few different cities this week Justin did amazing. It was great seeing Pattie, Jeremy, and Jaxon. Tonight we are in Barcelona He did a great job tonight the crowed loved him. I walk into Justin’s dressing room “Hey babe.” I said sitting down on the couch “Hi.”He said “Can we talk?”I asked “Yeah sure.” He said walking over and sitting down. “What’s up?” He asked “Well I was thinking about leaving a couple days early.” I said “Oh. Okay how early?”He asked “Like tomorrow.” I said “Oh, Okay if that’s what you want” He said as he began to stand up.

I quickly grabbed his hand “Aren’t you gonna ask me to stay?” I asked as tears began to form in my eyes. He looked down at me with a questionable look “You think I don’t want you to stay?” He asked “I know Selena has been texting you.” I said quietly He sighed and sat back down “Look I’m sorry.” He said “Are you thinking about getting back together?”I asked “I don’t know what’s going on right now.” He said.

 My tears began to fall “Why didn’t you tell me, I wouldn’t have came out here.” I said “I wanted you here baby. I was hoping by spending time with you I would forget my feeling for her. I really do love you Aaliyah and I never intended for you to get hurt.” He said in a low tone “I love you too so much.”I said “So where do we go from here should we break up?” I asked “No…Do you want to?” He asked “No.”I said “I’m not saying I’m leaving you Aaliyah, Selena and I had a crazy relationship we fought and things were nuts but I loved her like crazy.” He said

It hurts me so much to hear this but I understand “I know exactly how you feel, I had a boyfriend named Marc before I left for the mansion we were together 4 years and then I left him to come to this. I really loved him I could be myself around him we barely ever fought and I was just happy and I threw it away.” I said “Really?” He asked “Yeah.” I said “I never knew that.” He said “I know I never felt like it needed to be brought up.” I said “Yeah.” He said

We sat in silence for a few minutes “Please stay.” He said grabbing my hand “Is that what you want?” I asked “Of course I do.” He said looking into my eyes. “Okay.” I said kissing him.