One Lucky Girl

I Regret Everything!

The past 2 months have gone by so fast it’s already the end of October things have been crazy for me and Justin has been touring for about a month and a half. I have been doing a lot of appearances and things for Playboy.  I talk to Justin everyday tonight he is in Ecuador. Tomorrow is the 1st of November and I’m going to be on the Ellen DeGeneres show I am definitely excited.

I picked up phoenix and walked downstairs to meet Hef and some other girls at the dining room table. Hef called for a meeting, we waited for the rest of the girls to join us. I called for the maid to bring me some eggs and bacon. By the time the other girls joined us my breakfast was here. Phoenix laid on my lap patiently as Hef started the meeting. He talked about what was going to happen over the next month.

“Girls things around here are going to get even crazier, especially for you Aaliyah. You and Kendall will be flying Brazil for 2 days doing appearances for our playboy franchise there and they will be doing a photo shoot for their cover, then you’ll be heading to London for 2 days appearing at the playboy club. You’ll be leaving after your appearance on Ellen tomorrow. Kendall you will be accompanying her to the show so you girls better start packing.” He said Kendall’s face lit up with excitement as she looked at me. Kendall has only been here a couple weeks and I think she will be taking my place after I leave the mansion. She is a very sweet girl but she still has a lot to learn.

“You are excused the rest of the discussion doesn’t affect you.” He said to Kendall and I. We got up and went to our rooms I began packing when there was a knock on my door. “Come in.”I said Kendall walked in still excited. “I can’t believe this is happening!” She said “I don’t know what to pack. What are you packing? Ahhh what do I do?” She asked in a fast tone “First of all calm down.” I said laughing at her “Sorry this is just my first big appearance with Playboy and the fact that I get to be with you is very exciting.” She said with a huge smile.

“Yeah things are only going to get more exciting for you trust me I’m going to show you all the perks to this life Kendall we are going to have a great week.” I said “Yay! I can’t wait. We’re going to be best friends.” She said “Yeah!” I said giggling “Okay I’m going to go pack.” She said “Alright see you later.” I said. She got up and went to pack my phone began ringing.

I picked it up and saw it was Justin, I got up from the floor and lay on the bed then I answered. “Hey Baby!” I said “I love the sound of your voice!” He said I giggled and started blushing. “So I have great news!” I said “And what’s that princess?” He asked I smiled at how extra cute he was being “After I’m on Ellen tomorrow I will be on a flight to Brazil for 2 days” I said “No way baby I’m so excited to see you I’ve missed you! These phone calls aren’t enough for me Aaliyah I need you!” He said kind of seductively. “I need you too Justin and after tomorrow I’ll be there in between our appearances and the shoot I’m all yours.” I said “Alright do you need tickets to the show?” he asked “Yeah 2 please we won’t need security there as long as your guys take care of us.” I said “They’ll take care of Kendall and I’ll take care of you.” He said I couldn’t help but smile “I love you!” I said “I love you too baby!” He said “I can’t wait to see you it’s been too long..” I said “Yeah it has did Hef send you here on purpose? Like did he know I was touring here?” He asked “I don’t know but I wasn’t going to ask and ruin anything.” I said laughing “Yeah good point.”He said with a small chuckle.

We talked for a couple hours we talked about what we’ve been doing, and just how life’s been going.”Well Justin I have to go it’s almost time for movie night.” I said “Alright baby I have to go do sound check anyway I love you and I’ll see you soon call me after Ellen.” He said “Alright I love you!”I said “I love you too baby.” He said before hanging up.

I changed into my pajamas and grabbed a small blanket and phoenix before walking down to the theater room. Most of the guests have already arrived I sat down next to Cooper and Hef while Crystal sat on the other side of Hef holding Charlie which is their dog. “Aaliyah will you be joining the party in my room after the movie?” He asked “I didn’t know there was one tonight you haven’t had one all month.” I said “Well I’m up for one tonight.”He said “And I kind of expect you to be there.” He added

You see Hef has these “Parties” In his room usually twice a week which he hasn’t done for a while… but these parties consist of each girl taking a turn with Hef I really didn’t want to and he doesn’t force us to but if we don’t we are less likely to get our allowance of $1000 which we receive every week and if I don’t attend he may cancel everything that is planned for me. I figured he was done with these after he married Crystal..guess I was wrong. “Alright I’ll be there.” I said regretting my decision as soon as I finished the sentence. He smiled and placed his hand on my leg “Good.” He replied. “Oh and do make sure Kendall is there.” He added

The movie started but all I could think about was what was going to happen after the movie. I didn’t want to disappoint Justin and it’s not exactly cheating I mean I was with Hef first and it’s never really ended I just feel really bad. But I can’t take a chance on losing everything…not yet I still have a couple months here Hef is still in charge of everything that I do He chooses weather I am shown in a magazine or make appearances or not… and Justin has to understand that this is just part of the job.

Halfway through the movie Cooper put his arm around me. I leave it there because you never know who is looking and as far as everyone knows Cooper and I have a liking towards each other. That’s what he wants people to think any way, we did the whole public dating thing but it caused problems with Hef in the media so as of right now it looks like Cooper likes me but I’m one of his dad’s girlfriends it’s all very weird but I guess that just the playboy lifestyle.

The movie ended and we said goodbye to our guests. I walked up to Kendall “Hey there is a party in Hef’s room.” I said “Oh what kind of party?” She asked confused as to why Hef would be having a party in his room. “It’s more of an umm... sex party I guess...”I said her eyes widened “Oh what do I do? Do I have to come?” She asked “You just wait and then take a small ride on Hef then let someone else do it no big deal. You don’t have to but Hef won’t be too happy if you don’t show up. I think he has big plans for your future here Kendall so it’s best to do as he wishes.” I said “But it’s totally up to you.” I added “Alright are you going?” She asked “Yeah I’m Hef’s number 2 after Crystal I’m kind of obligated to be there.” I said “Okay I’m nervous.” She said “It’s alright it goes quickly it’s weird at first but it’s just part of the job.” I said “Yeah I guess I knew what I was signing up for.” She said I smiled at her. “Well we better get up there Hef is waiting.” I said and we walked up to his room.

After the party in his room I took a shower and got ready for bed. I regretted everything that happened in that room tonight but I didn’t really have a choice. I laid down now I just need to focus on the Ellen show tomorrow then I’ll be with Justin and everything will be good again. I closed my eyes and finally fell asleep.