One Lucky Girl

We Can Go Nowhere But Up.

We get back to the hotel and I decide to go talk to Pattie. “Hey Justin I’ll be right back.” I said “Where are you going?” He asked

“I just need some girl talk.” I said “Okay, Babe hurry back.” He said. I walked down to Pattie’s room and knocked

“Coming” She yelled and not too long after she opened the door “Hey sweetie.” She said “Hey.” I said walking into her room.”What’s up?” She asked

“I just wanted to talk to you about something.” I said sitting down on the couch “Okay you want a drink?” She asked “Yeah water is fine.” I replied she grabbed two waters from the fridge and sat down beside me “So what’s going on?” She asked

I took a deep breath before saying “I think Justin is considering getting back together with Selena.” I said. She sighed and looked down at her feet

“I figured she’d reel him back in.” She said “What do you mean?”I asked “Well she knows he still loves her deep down inside and I figured she would try to get back with him her album comes out in a couple months you know?” She said “Oh... So do you think it’s a publicity thing?” I asked “Let’s just say it wouldn’t surprise me.”She said

“Does Justin know?” I asked “I’m sure he does he gets a lot of recognition for their relationship too and it’s usually better than the publicity he has been getting lately.” She said

 “Is it my fault?” I asked “No sweetie none of this is your fault. It’s his friends and all the drug drama.” She said “Oh... What should I do?” I asked “Do you love him?” She asked

“Of course I do.” I said “Then wait for him… to either choose who he wants or until he finally realizes what she is doing.” She said “Unless you don’t want to just sit around and wait just hurting… He will have to realize what he is losing eventually if he chooses her.” She added

 “Yeah you’re right. Thanks Pattie.” I said hugging her “You’re welcome sweetie if you ever need anything I’m here for you.” She said “Okay thanks.” I said as I rose from the couch and headed back to our room. I change and then I lay down in bed next to Justin “How’d the girl talk go? Did she help you?” He asked “It was good and yeah I think she did.” I answered back “Good.” He said moving closer to me and wrapping his arms around me.

“Are you okay? You seem tense?” He asked “Yeah I’m fine….. I think” I said “What’s wrong baby?” he asked “Just this whole Selena thing, I want to be with you and if you would end up back together with her I swear to god she better not hurt you again I’ll kill her and that’s a promise.” I said

“Babe relax, I’m not even worried about her right now I’m only focused on spending as much time as I can with you while you’re still here.” He said “Yeah you’re right I shouldn’t even be stressing I’m just scared to lose you.” I said “I know but even if things don’t work out I’ll always be here for you.” He said “I know, but it still scares me.” I whispered and then we drifted off into a deep sleep.

I woke up the next morning still wrapped in Justin’s arms I carefully grabbed my phone off the night stand “Good morning.” I hear his raspy morning voice say “Good morning sorry I was trying not to wake you.” I said “I was already awake.” He said

“Oh why?” I asked “I couldn’t sleep and I was just taking in the moment” He said “Oh I see you should have woken me up I would have stayed up with you.” I said “I know but I didn’t want to wake you.” He said

We lay in silence for a few moments before I say “So I think on my way home I’m going to stop at that hospital and visit Olivia.” I said “Oh that sounds great I’ll send you with some stuff for her.” He said “Okay that’d be great thanks.” I said “No problem babe.” He said “So I leave tomorrow, we have one more night together.” I said “Well good for you I have the night off and then I leave for Paris tomorrow.” He said “I know I wish I could come with you I’d love spending time in Paris with you.” I said