Family Ties

Round 2 : Baby Pains

April 30,1998
2: 45 A. M.
8 Months...

Roberta's POV
You know, my mother asked me the other day what made me want to do this again for the second time.  I told her because I like children. She made a point when she said why do you want to repeat the the pain again.  I didn't have nothing to say to that though . Lately I was put on strict bed rest thanks to Ms. Lisa Lopes.  She decided to kidnap me and take me to Honduras like she totally forgot that I have a two year old and I'm 8 months pregnant . I don't know what story she told but somehow She was able to convince mike and my mom to let me go and I went with her on a journey that I am actual in many ways glad I took.  I learned soo much there. She introduce me to Dr. Sebi who put me on a healthy 30 day cleanse.  It didn't harm my baby and it made me feel soo much better.  I was there for two weeks and when I got back Malissa was soo mad that she told me that the next time I leave it better be to go to the hospital hahaha. I am back on this cleanse now. It's healthy . When I got back Lisa spent a few days in LA to teach me how to make smoothies.  With natural herbs and fruit. Its very nasty at first let me add but I got use to it with the fruit to be the sugar and It's good for these weird hearburns I was having.  I had those same pains when I was pregnant with lyn and my mom said that means that he is going to have a head full of hair. Thanks a million!!  Hahaha.  Why am I up you asked well.  I'm thirsty and learning from two years ago I have my water bottle next to me but even after using the bathroom and drinking the whole bottle of water oh and using the bathroom again thanks Rilley!!  I can't go back to sleep. I might as well find something to do until I get sleepy again. I put my robe on and make my way to rilley room. It then hit me,  I didn't make his baby bag for the hospital.  I'm not in no rush because he isn't due until three weeks away. But I don't have nothing to do so why not.  I get ready to go to his room when I heard lyn talking?  Why is she up?

Me:*opens her door* hey baby you OK?

Lyn : hi mommy * drops her toy and reaches for me *

I pick her up carefully.  I change Her diaper .

Me: you can't sleep either huh?

Lyn: * shakes her head no*

Me: OK well do you want to help mommy make your brother baby bag? 

Lyn : yes

We left out her room and entered rilley nursery.  I turned on the light and just stare.  His room is amazing.  I sit lyn in on of his chairs and I get out one of many baby bags that I got from the baby shower.  I'm busy in his walk in closet picking out his coming home outfit. I found a cute blue pants with a short sleeve white and blue shirt. I got the blanket and burping cloth and of course his blue blanket to put over his grey and blue and white carseat. After getting out his accessories I check on lyn who isn't in the chair where I left her she is playing with the blocks in his room and she ended up droping her cup so I go to pick it up and forget I can't move that fast.  I squated down to pick it up.  When I get up I felt the most unpleasant pain ever.  I know that pain all to well.  As I go to sit down I feel the familiar liquid running down my leg. I try not to scare lyn but all she can say is

Lyn: mommy you OK?

Me: yeah mommy in pain

Lyn: what's wrong mommy?

Me: baby hurting me

Lyn: mommy you potty on you ?

Me: my pretty girl.  Hahaha can you go get daddy for me?

Lyn: OK.

I turn on the hallway light so she can see.  I hear her open our door.  Please Michael wake up baby please.