When He Sees me

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"alright this is my house. My parents aren't home so you can swear and shit," I was following Zoe through the front door of the Murphy household. I was nervous to the point where I wanted to drive into a ditch. Not that I can be blamed of course because I am entering the home of his crush and the infamous school druggie Connor Murphy.

"My rooms up here so we cab work in there if you want." "U-uh yeah t-thats cool." I said carefully following Zoe up the stairs and through a small hallway. Halfway through we came across one door that had two signs on it. One of them was a black sign with white words saying 'Connors Room' and, the other said 'DANGER KEEP OUT!' through the door there was muffled music playing. I felt like I had heard the music before but couldn't remember.

"Hey are you gonna stand there like an idiot or are we gonna work on this project?" I was snapped out of my thoughts by Zoe yelling at me from what I'm assuming was her room. "O-oh ye-," I was cut off by a door hitting me in the face and launching me backwards.

"What the fuck did you say!" I heard him before I saw him. Connor stood behind the door that was slammed on my face. "I wasn't talking to you dickhead!" They were yelling over some music that was playing through Connors room. I tried to focus on the music more than the shouting so I wouldn't have a panic attack. 'my hands pluck the things I know that I'll need. I take the sugar and butter from the pantry.' a female voice sang out it was actually a very pretty song. "Who the fuck were you talking to then!" I was brought out if my thoughts by the sound of Connor yelling. God he even sounds hot while he's screaming. "My science partner so if you could kindly bippity bippity back the fuck off that would be great."

I heard Connor scoff and the door slammed shut in front of me revealing Zoe who was red with anger. "Sorry about my brother he's a dick. Are you ok?"I nodded and stood up brushing some imaginary dust off my pants.

I followed Zoe in to her room and we worked on the project for about fifteen minutes. "Hey uh Zoe." "Hmm," "may I uh use your bathroom?" "Down the hall door after Connors room." I muttered a thanks and rushed out of the room.

I made sure to slow down at Connors room to listen to whatever song he was listening to. Surprisingly the door was open and I could see Connor sitting on his bed staring at a book on his lap and clapping along to the song playing. (this songs called pomatter pie and it's from the Waitress I love it) I was shocked by the song it was an instrumental song but it seemed cheery compared to anything I thought Connor would listen to.

I quickly left when he looked up. I went to the restroom and went as quickly as I could so I could get back to Zoe. I walked quickly passed Connors room but I was stopped by the sound of singing (PS before I get into this please listen to when he sees me by the Waitress if you can) I thought it was just the song playing on a speaker until. "HE COULD BE COLORBLIND!" I could tell Connors voice through the music and retreated back to his room.

Connor stood in the center of the room wearing a black T-shirt black and white plains pajama pants and socks. He made a wild gesture towards his head and sang "how untrustworthy is that he could be less than kind." He grabbed his hair and pulled in it lightly. "or even worse he could be very nice," he let go of his hair and brought his hands in front of him as if he was admiring a flower someone had picked for him. "have lovely eyes. And make me laugh come out of hiding." He looked up at me but I'm pretty sure he didn't actually comprehend that I was there cause he kept singing. His face turned from a sweet little half smile to complete uncertainty and his hands dropped to his sides. "what do with that. Oh god what if when he sees me," he threw his arms out as if he had just burst through a door. "I like him and he knows it." He smiled excitedly and did a one sided dance because he didn't have a partner. "What if he opens up a door and I can't close it. What happens then?" He threw his arms around himself as if he was being hugged from behind "what if when he holds me my heart is set in motion." His facial expression changed back to fear and he let go as if he was pushing himself away from the invisible hugger. "I'm not prepared for that I'm scared of breaking open." He wrapped his arms around himself once more but in a more protective manner. As if he was trying to hold himself in. "But still I can't help from hoping," he relaxed and let his arms fall back into the flower thing. His little half smile returned as he looked down at his hands , "to find someone to talk to. Some one who when he sees me," he threw his head back and squeezes his eyes shut. "Wants to again!" I waited for him to finish holding the last note to applaud.

I clapped like there was no tomorrkw. He was amazing his voice sounded great and I loved watching him dance. But obviously he didn't. He looked directly at me and his entire face turned red from rage or embarrassment I couldn't tell. But in his eyes I could tell he was pissed as hell.

"T-that was a-" "how long have you been there!" He shouted and I froze up. He was screaminh at me. He was mad at me. He was getting closer to me. "I SAID HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN THERE!" He didn't give me enough time to answer before shoving me into the wall and letting me fall to the ground. He left me there and went to his sister's room where they screamed incoherent things at each other for ten minutes.

I stayed on the ground frozen until Connor came back towards me. He stopped in front of me and I was scared he was gonna beat me up until he held out his hand. )Let me help you up," I took his hand and he hoisted me off the ground. "Listen I'm sorry about earlier I didn't notice that you were there and that you had watched me...You know. And I got mad. But I shouldn't have hurt you and im sorry. Are you ok?" I wanted to say no. My face was redder than a tomato and I couldn't feel my legs. Also he was standing like less than three inches away from me. If I just leaned forward I could- "Evan? Ev you cool?" I snapped to attention "oh yeah i-im fine th-" "can you guys just kiss already so Evan and I can get back to work?"

Connor looked at Zoe and said, "fuck yo-" I cut him off by smashing my lips against his. Before he could react I ran into Zoes room dragging a laughing Zoe behind me.

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