The One [ Namjoon FF | BTS ]

11. Confused

How can someone be this beautiful while sleeping...

T : "Hey hyung! What are you looking at?"

She's so pretty and looks so innocent while sleeping...

T : "Hyung! Are you listening?"

But I can't...

N : "What?... Oh uhm, nothing. I should get going, I'm tired, goodnight"

I decided to take my jacket, put on my shoes and go back to the appartment. I needed to be alone tonight.

T : "Weren't you supposed to stay overnight? Where are you going?"

N : "I'm going home finally, thanks for the snacks. See you later"

I didn't let the time for Tae to reply to me, I rushed to the door and went out.

\Saya's POV/

What the..

I was half asleep when I heard someone slam the door. I opened my eyes and saw Taehyung in the sofa playing with his phone. I went next to him.

T : "Oh you're awake babe"
S : "Yeah. Did Joon leave ?"
T : "Yes, he was looking around and out of nowhere decided to go back home, without explanation..."
S : "Weird..."

I was looking at him and he was acting a litle weird, he was not looking at me.

S : "Hey, look at me. What is going on? Do you have something to tell me ?"
T : "N-No, nothing, why?"
S : "I know you perfectly and I know when you try to hide things, so spill, right now."
T : "He... he was looking at you the whole time"
S : "What? Joon? No way, stop imagining stuff!"
T : "Saya! I saw him, I know him and I clearly saw what was this kind of look he was giving to you while you were sleeping. I'm sure he was thinking about you, and not in a friendly way..."

I saw how worried he was while talking about Namjoon, he's scared. I can tell...

S : "Hey, babe, look at me. Listen, don't worry about it okay? I'm yours now, please don't worry too much about it. He has a girlfriend, and I have you!"

I went closer to him and hugged him tightly. He hugged me back tightly as well.
I hate seeing him this down, he doesn't deserve this.

T : "Please, don't leave me..."
S : "I won't, idiot! Let's go to sleep, I am exhausted!"
T : "Yup!"

We went upstairs and I went into the guest room to sleep.

Well... I thought, I looked at the clock : 3:34 AM. I couldn't sleep at all despite the fact that I was so sleepy. My brain couldn't stop functioning. I would lie if I said I wasn't thinking about what Taehyung said to me.
Why did he left suddenly and why did he came in the first place? Was he looking at me as strong as Tae described it? What is going on in your head dear Kim Namjoon ?

*brrrrrrrr brrrrrrr* ~ one message

My phone notification got me suddenly out of my thoughts. Who's texting me at 3AM ?

Joonie : Have a good night, even if you're probably asleep already lol, sweet dreams 😊

What is he doing awake a 3AM? What if he can't sleep as well because of... Ugh whatever.