"I'm sorry I didn't realize it earlier, I've been lying to myself this whole time..."
I don't even know what to say nor react to what just happened. How am I feeling right now? Confused, suprised.. I feel like I'm going to explode in million pieces with all these emotions twirling around my head. He broke the hug and looked at me, with a shy smile plastered on his face.
" My question is... do you love me? Because I do"
He loves me... The man I've been in love with forever just confessed to me. Please someone pinch me and tell me it's not a dream, not again.
"What? You..what?.." He then looked at me, with a little smirk glued to his face and told me "I LOVE... I LOVE...I LOVE MYSELLLFFF" (shoutout to impracticalanoushka for the idea hehe) and started spinning around and jumping like a little boy. While he was acting like a child, he suddenly hits one of the cabinet attached to the wall and broke it all... He looked at me with guilty and puppy eyes and mouthed the word ~sorry~ to me. He then came back in front of me and came back to his serious self. I backed up a little bit instinctively but he grabs my arm and looked right into my eyes
"You didn't answer me, Miss Kim Saia..."
(A/N ~ He is illegal istg look at that stare omgomgomgomg heart attack)
Well... I guess that's the moment. That's your moment Saia, you've been waiting for this forever, you've been dreaming about this so many times already... I feel like my heart is going to explode, I'm lacking oxygen, his stare is making my legs and my whole body weak, I don't even know what's going on with me I've never felt this way... Nobody ever made me feel that way. I took the courage to look at him right in the eyes and managed to speak without stuttering.
"I guess I do...Are you okay with that?" I looked at him and grinned sheepishly.
"Aigh stop! You're too cute Saia! Seriously, do I look like I'm not okay with it, tell me...? Silly!"
"I-I... I didn't say that ! It's just... just weird, I mean it doesn't seems real right now, let me take a seat and drink some water I need it right now if you don't mind" I sat down and took my bottle of water and drank half of it. Namjoon looked at me and sat next to me "So...." I looked at him with an inquiring look but he finished his sentence after a minute "So... Are we a thing now?"
Punch me in the face, throw water on my face, do whatever you want I just want to go out, run and scream with all my strength how much I love this guy.
"Ok, my question was a little bit ridiculous... But let's do this in an official way. Kim Saia, please be my girlfriend, thank you very much" He looked at me, stood up and bowed to me. I could see his smile, he's being dramatic and "too much" on purpose, I know him!
"Ah, silly stop bowing like that! Of course I'd love to Namjoon.." He grabbed me by the arm, made me stand up and hugged me really tightly.
I didn't know that one of my biggest dream would've come true...
- TBC -
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A/N : Tssskk finally they confessed to each other lol, I was not really inspired with this chapter, sorry if it's a little light and not so original! I'm dealing with homeworks and school so I don't have much time to update as much as I want to! But anyways I'll try my best to be as quick as possible for you! Love you guys and thanks for keeping up!
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