The One [ Namjoon FF | BTS ]

22. I admit it

It was already night time. Namjoon and I spent the entire day watching movies, eating snacks and trying to fix the cabinet he broke earlier. As I was getting ready to go to the kitchen to make some dinner, he suggested we go to the little traditional restaurant near our appartment so we could go out a little bit because we stayed all day inside. I agreed and we went out.

It was such a beautiful summer night, the weather was so good, really warm with a hint of fresh air to feel perfectly good. On top of that, my heart is fullfilled with joy and love, I feel extremely good and I've never felt that good in a really long time... I don't think I've ever felt that way to be honest. You know, the feeling you have when everything is so perfect around you. Please, let me feel like this forever and ever.

We came inside the little restaurant and chose to sit on a table in the terrace restaurant since the weather was so warm tonight. The food came really quickly since they were just 4 people there.

While eating, I felt like Namjoon wanted to say something but for I don't know the reason, he didn't say anything. So I decided to ask him "Nam, do you have something to tell me ? I see you're hesitating to talk and then you stop yourself... Are you okay?" He looked at me, with his mouth full of rice. He swallowed it really heavily and looked at me with puppy eyes.

"Hum, no, nothing in particular, why?"

"I don't know... I felt like you wanted to tell me something, my bad. Oh yeah, you didn't talk about your trip to your parents house! What did you do there?"

"Oh.. That, yeah! Nothing really crazy, I spent a lot of time with grandma and the parents. We went hiking with my dad, we went to the park with mama and all that kind of stuff! I had a really good time there. We even had a dinner with your parents as well"

"Oh, that sounds great! Hmm... Talking about the parents... Do you think we have to tell them now about... I mean, about us?"

"Actually... Th-They already know about us" he suddenly found an interest at his feets and started looking at them while talking, avoiding my eyes, probably too embarassed, how cute.

"Ehhhh?! How is that possible?! Did you told them earlier? Did you called them?"

"Do you think I went there by myself for fun without you? I admit it...I went there alone because I needed to talk about this with our parents Saia... I had a really long talk with my mom and yours, you know and I... I didn't wanted to tell you because, yeah I don't know it's just like that!"

"Namjoon!!! You what? Oh my god, why would you hide that from me? And mommy? Why didn't she say anything to me? I thought you went there by yourself because I was too much of a burden to you, seriously..." I grabbed my phone from my bag to text mom but Namjoon stopped me and took it away. "Yah! give it to me!"

"No! I told her not to say anything to you! Don't say that, you were and you will never a burden to me. I just needed to clear out my mind and ask advice about all of this, and I'm glad I did. If you were there, it would have been a little complicated to talk to your mom without suspicion from you"

"Aishhh, this woman, seriously hiding things like that from her daughter! But... Yeah, I guess it's cute though..." My arms crossed to my chest, I looked at him from the side and started laughing

Yah! Why are you laughing! It's not funny!" He pouted like a baby and crossed his arms, wanted to look mad but looked indeed cute as hell.

"I'm not laughing at you, don't worry! I just think it's really, really cute!" He looked at me with a mad look but then smiled, this kid can't stay mad at me for more than 5 secondes. "Seriously Joon, you said earlier that "he" called you?... Who is this "he" you were talking about?"

"Oh, uhm... it's Taehyung, he called me randomly last night and he was apologizing to me and I didn't know why and then he just told me you guys have broken up and that it was a mistake from him to do this to you and blah blah blah.. I didn't really understanded what he was saying this the network was really bad. And then he told me he'll be with me and that's it"

"Oh... Okay then. Just wondering..." thank you, Kim Taehyung. Thank you, my best friend.

Oh Taehyung, I know you so well... And how much you must be hurt right now is unbearable to me just to think about it. This boy is such a gem, I don't even deserve him as a friend..

We finished our food an hour later and decided to go home since it was pretty late and we were both really tired. The full moon was out and it was a little more chilly than earlier. And I am with a tee-shirt only.... Bravo Saia!

We took a shortcut by passing through the park and I'd lie if I didn't wanted Joon to take my hand and be closer to him so he cas keep me warm. His body is always so warm, I envy him. I don't know if he reads in my mind, but he suddenly took out his denim jacket, placed it on my shoulders and put his arms around my neck. He placed a little peck on the top of my head. Gosh, my face is suddenly not that cold anymore. "Wh-What are you doing?"I asked him.

"I saw you shivering, you must be cold. Idiot why didn't you bring a jacket with you!"

"But.. But you're in a tee-shirt as well, is it okay? I don't want you to get sick for me"

"I'm okay! I'm always hot you know that" He looked at me and smirked to make me understand the double meaning of his sentence I guess.

" Kim Namjoon is always hot, I agree with that!" I looked back at him and smirked as well.

* Skip to the next day : morning*

I was still sleeping when I heard someone fork out like crazy. I freaked out so I woke up quickly and saw the clock, it was just 8:02am. I went downstairs and found Namjoon, sitting on the couch with red eyes and a dripping nose.

"Oh Saia... I-I think I catch a .... *SNEEZE*... a cold"

Oh men, I told you.

-TBC-