The One [ Namjoon FF | BTS ]

17. My best friend

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« hi, I can't answer my phone right now, please leave a message and i'll get back to you ASAP. »

That's the only thing I heard for the past couple of hours trying to call Tae. He didn't even contacted me today, not a single text, not a single call. I know he may be busy, but it takes less than two minutes to send a little text message... Come on!

I finally received a text message from Joon saying that he arrived home safely. I don't want to answer, and I won't.

Let's call the boys, I feel very lonely right now. Who should I call?... Jungkook? Jimin? Hobi?... Let's go for Jin!

*beeeep*

Jin : " Hey Saia! what's up! It's been a long time"

S : "Hey Jin! Yeah, too long! How are you? I missed you!"

Jin : "Really good, thank you! How are you doing ? I just saw Namjoon snap, is he home ? Aren't you with him?"

S : "Doing great! Uhm, yeah his grandma is in town, so he went back home to visit her. No, I stayed at the apartment. Actually... would you mind if I ask you to come over, so we can catch up and talk it's better than being on the phone hah!"

Jin : "Oh.. You're alone! Of course, no problem! I'm with the boys, we're all coming! Is it okay for you?"

S : " Yeah of course! The more, the better! Did you guys ate ?"

Jin : "Yup, we just finished! Let us bring some drinks and we'll be there in 20 minutes then! See ya!"

S : "Perfect! See you in 20 minutes!"

*Beeep*

While I was waiting for them, I took the opportunity to do a little bit of cleaning in the living room and change myself into something much more appropriate... They're men after all. I just went for a white tee-shirt and a black pair of sweatpants.

The second I was about to sit down, I heard the door bell, they're here!

S : "Come in, it's open!"

All : " Hey!!" I woke up, took the drinks from Jin hands, put them in the coffee table and hugged them one by one.

S : "It's been so long guys, I missed you all!"

Jimin : " We missed you too princess!"

Jungkook/Hobi : "So much!"

S : "Oh... Where is Yoongi?"

Jin : " He was sleeping, we didn't wanted to wake him up, he stayed up all night last time in his studio so yeah..."

S : "Oh, I see... Typical Yoongi! Anyways, let's go sit in the living room guys, I'm bringing some cups" I went to the kitchen to bring 5 cups and went back to sit in the couch next to Jungkook and Jimin, Jin was sitting on the floor and Hobi was on the sofa to our left, I took the bottle of alcohol and started to pour it into the cups, without waiting, I imediately sipped the entiere cup in one shot.

Jimin : "Wow, okay princess calm down hah!"

S : "I needed it!"

Jungkook : " We heard you and Tae are a thing now?!"

S : "Yeah... We're such a thing that he's not even able to send me the tiniest little text message in 3 days! i don't know what's happening but he doesn't want to talk to me I think"

Hobi : " I would have never thought you and him could be together... I thought you loved Namjoon"

S : " Wha-No!! I don't love him! *You're talking nonsense right now shut up!"

Jimin : " Are you sure ? Because it looks like it..." he smirked looking at me with his half closed eyes.

Jungkook : " If she was in love with him, she would've never accepted Taehyung as her boyfriend, noona never lies to herself I know her too well!" He looked at me nodding his head like a baby with a serious look while sipping on his banana milk

If you only knew... I feel so ashamed deep down inside of me. I accepted Taehyung's fellings just to try to get rid of mine for Namjoon and acted selfish, and it's even worse now because I involved Tae into this and he doesn't deserve this, I would've never forgive myself If he gets hurts because of me. Oh my, where did I put myself into.

Jimin : "Oh, speaking of the devil! Taehyung is calling me! ... Hello?"

S : "Put it on speaker!" I whispered, he nodded and everyone went around Jimin, quietly.

T : "Hey bro! How are you?"

Jimin : " Hey! Fine, thank you! What are you up to, it's been a while!"

T : " Yeah I know, sorry! I have a lot to help with here, so I don't really take the time for everything else..."

Jimin : "Uhm, yeah I understand but... Saia contacted me a little bit worried saying you didn't answered her calls nor her text messages, is there something going on?"

T : " Oh man... I...

My heart started to beat so fast when I heard him hesitate.

T : " I feel like I made a big mistake asking her out... I love her so much but I don't want to be a burden in her life,  I know that... I- Uh, nevermind, I'm too scared to talk to her right now, I know she'll be mad at me for ignoring her for 3 days. I know it's not the solution but I didn't know what to do nor say to her, it's complicated bro.."

Jimin : " Oh... uh, I feel like you should call her right now and tell her everything you have in your heart and how you feel. Don't let things like that interfere between you guys, you are friends since I don't know when and It'll be such a waste to end all of this just for a misunderstanding, so yeah... Listen to me and call her now please!"

T : "I guess that's the only way to clear up everything, I'm calling her right now, thank you for your advice!

Jimin : "Good choice, you're welcome!"

*beep*

What is going on, what is he talking about? Did I said something wrong when we were together, did I do something weird?... I don't know honestly!

S : "Oh, he's calling!" I took my phone and ran upstairs, closed my door and sat in my bed. I took a deep breathe before answering the call

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